Gabriel
Seventh Apostle to the Antichrist

Introduction · Journey into atheism
Atheism and a christian family
TCB (Typical Christian Behavior)
Creation "science" · My views on death
My views on drugs
My views on the "New South Africa"
So called miracles

Introduction

Hello and greetings to anybody out there be it theist or atheist. I am writing this page to educate those who unlike me are still caught up in the imprisoning web of organized religion. I was a christ puppet myself for most of my almost 26 year old life. Since I was small it was hammered into my skull from all sides, even in school where it should have stayed out of. With so many christian teachers employed it was obvious that they would try to pass on the meme at any cost. If it wasn't for this unrelenting onslaught from all sides I would have become an atheist much sooner. My tested IQ stands at 146 but I actually think that it has increased in the past few months with all the raw knowledge that I am absorbing from books and the internet. I must admit that I am a nerd, albeit a nerd weighing in at 130+ kgs with the ability to break most people into pieces and was actually in a life and death shootout with a negro robber. I also have no mercy left inside of me for anybody who dares to come into my house uninvited. Since I became an atheist my killer instinct (self preservation instinct) became very strong indeed as it should be.

Journey into atheism

My journey to sanity and enlightenment began almost a year before I even saw the antichrist dot net website. It was during this time that I realized that all church services were the same at the core and the only thing that really changed was the content that the preacher somehow pulled out of his ass. However at this point I still considered myself a christian willing to die for jesus (sic). As sickening and insulting as this would be to me today it was the status quo in my life at the time and it is still the norm for the rest of my family. I have family members who believes that the earth is 6000 years old and that Noah's flood happened ignoring the fact that other cultures have written histories going back a lot further than the judeo christian "history" but more on this subject later. I coasted along until in February I had a quiet day at work which I spent on the internet looking at interesting subjects including: end of the world scenarios. I was first offended by the arrogance displayed towards my religion by these pricks that made fun of revelations but I forgave them anyway as a still "good" christian. But on one of those sites I found a link Landover Baptist Church and as I always do on any page when available I went straight to the quiz page. I did indeed find it quite informative on the god that up to that point devoted my life to. What I saw was that god cared as much about his followers as you or me would care about a turd we just stepped in. I also then saw the hateful mail from so called loving christians in the "pastor's mailbag" on the site. I knew that it was a parody but what really changed me was the fact that it was based on the bible and that nothing concerning the so called "holy book" was made up. I was confused but also disturbed by the developments that were taking place in my life by now, besides wasn't god supposed to be a loving father? By pure accident I stumbled (I cannot remember how exactly) onto antichrist dot net and at first I was put of by the artwork that I saw plastered all over the site but I decided to go in deeper just for the fun of it and what I found was a rational individual keeping theists at bay by using rational and intelligent reply's to death threats and idiotic attempts to convert him to christianity. I was totally entranced and fascinated by the mother load sections in themselves. It was masterful the way he picked his opponents brains apart and exposed them for the world to see. It made me realize that I was also intelligent enough to play around with inferior minded individuals and also that almost every christian was about as smart as a brain damaged down syndrome sufferer. The thing that changed me was the fact that I always respected people who were my superiors mentally as there are so few of them around that I know in person. Here I found somebody with an IQ vastly superior to my own who is saying that god and jesus is a lie and backs it up with facts as well. I wanted to become like him in every respect and it all made sense suddenly to drop religion like he did and become master of my own life. Two weeks later we started to communicate and the rest is history for you to read in the mother load sections.

Atheism and a christian family

At the time of this writing about two and a half months have passed since I let my little secret out to the rest of my family. Yes I told them that I know that everything that they believe in is a big lie made to create slaves out of people in the time of the Roman Empire to serve the rich and powerful elite and that it is merely a tool that has outlived its usefulness and has become a burden to our society. Needless to say, my family was shocked to the core and judging by the look on their faces they seemed to think that I made a horrible joke of some kind. At first they were baffled and then the questions and shouting of insults started to roll out of their mouths. I was however mentally prepared for an even more hostile reaction and took it all in my stride. After half an hour or so when things started to calm down I went ahead and told them that I am twenty six years old for crying out loud and that I can take any religious stance that I wish even if it is one that rejects ALL religions as big steaming piles of bullsh*t. I knew that christianity is an integral part of the Afrikaner peoples history but even so it is something untrue and I just cannot bring myself to believe a lie although I daydream a lot about impossible concepts (impossible today, but in the future they could become reality) but they are all scientific concepts with a base in reality. The family from my father's side came to South Africa in 1757 and the family from my mother's side arrived in the 1800's sometime and I need to research when they arrived. Going back to my revelation towards my family they tried almost everything from trying to make me feel guilty about hurting my mother to outright threats but I weathered them all by telling them to find at least a single shred of evidence, but not in the bible to prove that jesus existed so far I dismissed them all (BTW I am talking about the messiah jesus and not somebody merely called jesus as this name was a very common one used at that time and even today). There exists not a single shred of evidence of his existence and like James First Apostle said he is merely a fictitious character dreamed up by someone. I cannot believe the absurd notions that they tried to trick or impress me with but you only need to look at Jeff's writings to see some of the things they peppered me with to try and convince me to stop being a heretic or as the Muslims will call me an infidel. All of their arguments fell flatter than a cordless bungee jumper from the Empire State Building and I cannot blame them as they are inferior theists who live with a very limited perspective of our world. My family has seemingly calmed down considerably and seems to have accepted my conversion to atheism but sometimes especially this Christmas the tempers flared a little again but the worst is over and even my homicidal brother hasn't tried anything stupid. For any closet atheists I would recommend that you get out of there and get the stress causing load from your shoulders as it only causes stress in a person. One of the major factors that drove me out of the closet was being forced to give donations to my local church and I just drew a line and decided that it is too much to bear any longer. Giving 1000ZAR to something you hate more than the tax man (SARS) is nothing short of stupid and breeds even more resentment within the ranks of your family. I naturally refused to pay a single cent and told them to leave me alone, a week later I gave them the news.

TCB (Typical Christian Behavior)

Christians always expect people to give them whatever they want including in my case free computers and also to repair electronic appliances for free as well. I made my case clear with my family by telling them that I am not a free repairman or a Radio Shack that provides goods for free anymore. These christian fools who collects money for some kind of mission to some poor African country have also met with my wrath and I tell them straight that I do not believe in their god and that they should just F*ck of and die or go hide in a bush and go F*ck themselves (excuse me for the harsh language but I really hate money collectors) They seem to get all uppity afterwards but I do not care in the least. There is also these scam artists who use the name of jesus to get what they want as was the case when this black man told me that jesus told him that I will give him 100ZAR that day. I told him to stop listening to the voices in his head and to leave me alone (I wasn't quite so polite but you get the idea) but he wouldn't listen and as I was in a foul mood to begin with on that day I pulled my jacket back and revealed my holster with my Glock and told to beat it or else. He ran away screaming and I jus continued on my way back to my car. I believe that he should be put into Weskoppies metal hospital as he is a danger to society and that is saying a lot when you talk about a black man in South Africa where most of them are criminals. Another aspect of cristianity what I noticed was that a lot of them look like nerds but just lack the brains of one. I am a nerd but I most certainly don't look like one having been one of the biggest and strongest pupils at my school and speaking of schools we were taught from kindergarten to love jesus by the teachers and if it wasn't for them I would have become an atheist much sooner. Another evil thing I would like to mention is this one church camp I went on in grade 11 and there they mess with your mind by first taking your watches and then they push you to the brink of your physical endurance before they dump you in a secluded part of the surrounding bushes as a time of reflection. I am a schizotypal after all and it did not take long for me to become quite deranged all alone in the darkness that night and the following morning I wrote the most insane things in my notebook which I unfortunately do not have anymore. I did exactly what those bastard camp leaders wanted to happen to us and back then I believed that god spoke to me. Nowadays I still get hallucinations but their intensity is directly coupled to the amount of stress that I go through at the time that I get them every one or two months.

Creation "science"

Creation science or as I affectionately call it "lies created to justify an mythical concept" or "Plain crap that should be flushed and forgotten" or "Plain silliness created by moronic people who are truing to sound impressive" and I think that you get the idea. I feel that these so called creation scientists are the true heretics because they attempt to defile the principles of the true science of evolution to which I prescribe Science has many branches and I hold interest in most if not all of them but for this chapter I will be focusing on evolution. Here quoted from a website that supports creation is the worldview of some of these charlatans

This is not the only difference as I have mentioned before that these persons are charlatans who use confusing technical terms and complex words in an attempt to sound smart and very well educated. However these persons cannot fool truly smart people like me or other true scientists. These foolish creation flunkies are trying to get creation science taught in schools instead of evolution as they regard evolution as just a theory but what the hell is creation science then? It is also just a theory but instead of being scientific in nature it is something that is coming from a book a schizophrenic wrote just like most other bibles and religious texts. I really do not know why these fools persist in this nonsense but it could be that they are also schizophrenic to a certain degree and are compelled to make asses out of their names. Some of these evolution supporters also claim that racism stems from believing in evolution because they say that evolutionists claim that some races are inferior to others. I do not dispute this fact because I know that some races are less evolved than others namely the negro who still has some animalistic features and behavioural traits. The white race to which I belong is not the most evolved and that honour befalls the Asian race is the most evolved and civil of all. They also blame evolution science for a part in propagating communism because Lenin, Trotsky, and Stalin were all atheistic evolutionists. One question I wish to ask creation scientists is what practical purpose does their line of thinking serve except to make them look like fools to the rest of the scientific community. Will their work improve the human condition by helping cure diseases or perhaps improve agriculture to feed the exploding population on our planet or even any other useful scientific facts and I do not mean the so called "facts" of you going to heaven or hell after you die?.

My views on death

Death is final and it is the great equaliser of the rich and poor, the smart and the dumb, the theist and atheist. We all will experience it sooner or later and there is no true question of where you go to when you die. When you die there is only oblivion and nothing more. Death is final, that's it. There is no afterlife of any kind whatsoever and only cowards and fools say otherwise. The fear of death fascinates most of mankind up to the point of insanity and brewing up falsehoods to soften the impact that it has on their frail minds. It was this fascination with death that drove the ancient Egyptians to try and outwit it by building magnificent tombs to their rulers and other religions to spring up promising either reincarnation or a glorious afterlife for persons who dedicate their lives to it. I can bet you that these conned people would have asked for their money back if they could after they died as the dead know nothing but oblivion.

My views on drugs

It is my firm stance that marijuana should be legalised across the globe as I do not see it as a harmful substance. I am a recreational user and I grow it for my mother to help her with her affliction of Multiple Sclerosis and for myself to have some fun. As a schizotypal I actually hallucinate while I use weed and that makes it even more exiting for me to use. I have used quite a number of drugs including Khat, Ecstacy, LSD, and of course weed. LSD is just to long lasting for my taste and the downer you feel after using Ecstasy just doesn't make it worth it and the same goes for Khat. I think that if marijuana is legalised that short term use will shoot up but in the long term use actually decline. It is illegal here but it is considered a misdemeanour here if you are caught depending on the amount that you are carrying.

My views on the "New South Africa"

I think that this makes it clear about how I feel about the situation that happened in my country after 27 April 1994. I can truly say that a life is not worth $1US as people have been robbed and killed for less on the Johannesburg streets and not even to mention the townships and rural areas where they still burn suspected witches (male and female). The negroes have begun to take everything that we own on that fateful day and they do it under the guise of affirmative action or black empowerment. With black empowerment, corporations are forces to give more and more shares to blacks and to meet a continuously raising ratio of forced black ownership and partnership. Some corporations have been completely taken over and are now mostly floundering due to incompetent leadership and corruption. Murder is technically not legal but it happens so many times and go unreported that it could just as well be. A dead body lay for more than six months only three meters from a nearby road without anybody noticing until a group of school children found it. It was seemingly an illegal immigrant who was shot and dumped there. I see homeless white's everyday but at least they have a sense of pride that the homeless negroes lack. I made it a point to only give money to white people in need who was forced into their adverse situation and not to drug addicted, plague infested negro spawn.

The "new" South African Anthem sung to the tune of Die Stem

This anthem may sound disrespectfull to the old anthem "Die Stem" but it wasn't meant that way. I heard this variant in 1994 when my country became just another third world nation. The new anthem "nkosi sikelel iafrika" actually implies a mixing of church and state as translated into English the title literally means "god bless South Africa" and this is an even greater injustice although christians don't see it that way. The same symbolism appears on the American national oath which states "One nation under god" and which was up to 1954 "One nation under law". The one thing that has caused this in my country was the fact that negroes are of lesser intelligence and are more likely to believe in a fable made up by the Romans all those years ago to placate slaves You can flame me all you want for what I say about the African negro but you don't have 37,000,000 mostly un housetrained and not to mention murderous brutes running around everywhere you look. If it was up to me I would cull the numbers back to pre-colonial levels but most human rights groups would object to this treatment of something that clearly don't belong in our Homo Sapiens subspecies. I want to make it clear that I give nothing to charity organisations as they mostly give to negroes and I don't want even a single cent to go towards the welfare of negroes. I still want revenge for that one night I almost lost my left leg in a gunfight with a negro. If the bullet struck any other place or at a different angle my lower left leg or knee cap would have been shattered and the leg would probably have been amputated. The area that was struck still feels strange when touch it and the entry and exit points are still clearly visible and they are tangible reminders of the terror and taste of my own mortality I experienced that night. I was never so scared in my life before or since. The week that followed was horrible as the wound became infected and I had to be operated on. I also had to keep off that leg for a further few days and keep it in a elevated position .In the great debate about which of these two: nature or nurture plays the most significant role in the development of a person I must choose nature because if you compare the negro and the white race side by side the white is the most creative and the smartest while the only things the negro race excel at is sports and running away from cops or as they call them: The Man. The most civilised and advanced race is the Asians who are mostly overly polite and very good with mathematics. South Africa is a cesspool of cultures and races by having 3,000,000 whites, 37,000,000 and 2,000,000 assorted including mulattoes, Indians, Chinese and many others. If you think that I hate negroes then you must see the Indians who despise them even more. I know this because I've seen the way that negroes are treated in Indian owned factories. The negroes also hate the Indians to an equal measure but unlike with us they cannot claim racism as the Indians were also discriminated against but only to a lesser degree. I must say however that the Indians behave themselves for the most part and I would rate them about as violent and likely to commit a crime as the white race. Our prison population has a ratio of 9 blacks per one of the other races and that includes black criminals as young as ten that is incarcerated for capital offences such as rape and murder. The sad thing is that this isn't isolated cases but every major city has thousands of these child criminals that are even now sitting in prison. Since the abolition of the death penalty the crime rates have skyrocketed due to the fact that the negroes no longer had to fear death. The best solution to this dilemma would be to hold weekend public hangings like in the old days to show the consequences of misdeeds such as rape and murder to the masses. This must happen in the centre of every major city to be effective.

So called miracles

I think that some of you may have heard the name of that Nigerian con man TB Joshua which is supposed to be a faith healer but is in fact a great criminal for giving people false hope and for receiving a ship load of money from misguided christians who are to naive to admit the truth that christ is a lie. All of these faith healings are staged and can be quite elaborate at times to deceive the christ puppets who don't expect anything else. One of these frauds that I hold a personal grudge against is self proclaimed prophet Kobus Van Rensburg who lied to my mother by telling her that the holy spirit has healed her and even though that was five years ago nothing has happened. He even use the term "crusade" when he goes out on trips to other churches seemingly oblivious to the meaning of those dark periods of history when thousands of innocent people were slaughtered because the were thought to be heretics. Why then if faith healing works do we have big hospitals in most major cities connected to some or other religious group? It is because the most that faith healing can accomplish is some kind of placebo effect, nothing more.