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From: jeffactsreallystupid@webtv.net (jeff) 
To: james@antichrist.net 
Date: Wed, 19 Mar 2003 13:25:15 -0600 (CST) 
it is a good thing you closed motherload now maybe everyone can forget
about you and your ignorance. enough said. in your message to  me from
mike I noticed he mentioned that he wanted you to keep him informed if I
said anything else and I am sure you will. Tell that
punk that if he were not so stupid he could understand plain english. He
made reference that I sit all day and do nothing tell that snot nose
piece of sh*t that until he works for 22 years at one job he needs to
shut the f*ck up.
I know his problem he wishes he was a smart american such as myself but
instead he is a no good for nothing punk ass piece of canadian sh*t.
that isn't to hard to understand for me.
is your brother's dog still of superior intelligence
you said he eats sh*t apparently he still has not eaten you yet oh well
cant be to intelligent.
     
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From: First Apostle James <james@antichrist.net> 
To: jeff <jeffactsreallystupid@webtv.net> 
Cc: james@antichrist.net 
Subject: Re: More stupidity from the parasitic welfare slob Jeff. 
Date: Wed, 19 Mar 2003 13:40:32 -0600 
jeff wrote:
> 
> punk that if he were not so stupid he could understand plain english. He
> made reference that I sit all day and do nothing tell that snot nose
> piece of sh*t that until he works for 22 years at one job he needs to
> shut the f*ck up.

        Thank you for the actual numbers.  Now I will be able to accurately
calculate for you the level of guilt you should feel for being a parasite, and
how thankful you should be for ME, one of many who give you A FREE RIDE!

        Make no mistake Jeff, you ARE a parasite, you DO take more than you
give, and overall you are NOT a benefit to society!  Understand WHAT YOU ARE!

Based upon your statements:
You worked 22 years in food service.
Food service paid around $3-5 when you started and around $8-10 per hour now.
To give you fair latitude, let's average it high at $8 per hour.
If you worked 40 hours a week, 4 weeks a month, 12 months a year...
40 x 4 = 160 hours a month
160 x 12 = 1920 hours per year
1920 x 22 = 42240 hours in your working career
Now to figure your career earnings, I'll take $8 times the total hours.
8 x 42240 = $337920 (a little more than my yearly corporate salary)
Social security tax varied over the past 22 years from 5 to 7 percent.
To be fair, I will give you today's rate which is 7.65%
This is fair since it has been that rate OR LOWER over your working career.
Now I will take your earned income times this rate.
$337920 x .0765 = $25851 (rounded)
Now lets see how much you earn in disability payments per year.
Since I own a corporation, and have employees, I have that figure.
Disability is currently $660 per month, your rate is probably higher.
To be fair, I'll go with a MORE than fair lower rate of $600.
25851 / 600 = 43 months
You paid in 43 months worth of money which you have received.
43 / 12 = 3.6 years
In 3.6 years (or sooner) you have or will have consumed ALL YOU PAID IN.
Let's say you began working when you were 20, and "retired" at 42.
It is safe to say you have consumed all your money by the age of 46.
Let's say you live to be 70 years old.
70 -46 = 24 years.
At $600 per month, $7200 a year, you will consume $172800 of MY MONEY!
Of course being a christian you will NOT feel any guilt at all for being a
parasite, for living off those of us who are forced to pay in excess to cover
people such as you.  Even tho this message has had no effect upon you, I just
wanted to type it anyway to vent my own frustrations about PARASITES LIKE YOU!

        I hope your mind is able to grasp this message, and you are able to
feel guilt.  I doubt you are able to, but I hope you do.  You are a parasite, I
have proven it.  I will of course NOT receive any social security benefits even
tho I pay heavily into it since it will run out a year before I retire, thanks
to parasites such as yourself.  You are NOT alone Jeff, my 501c non-profit
charity exists to GET PEOPLE OFF WELFARE, but very VERY few ever do.  However,
my most recent success is with a blind boy named [removed] who because of adaptive
technologies developed by my company, now has a job working as [removed]
He's able to work and be a productive member of society, and I'm happy for him.

        I am NOT happy that you exist as a parasite spewing christian HATRED on
the Internet, rather than becoming a PRODUCTIVE member of society!  I truly
hope you are able to feel guilt, and I hope you have understood my words!

James
     
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From: First Apostle James <james@antichrist.net> 
To: jeff <jeffactsreallystupid@webtv.net> 
Cc: james@antichrist.net 
Subject: Re: More stupidity from the parasitic welfare slob Jeff. 
Date: Wed, 19 Mar 2003 14:26:53 -0600 
On Wed, 19 Mar 2003, First Apostle James wrote:
> 
>       Thank you for the actual numbers.  Now I will be able to accurately
> calculate for you the level of guilt you should feel for being a parasite, and
> how thankful you should be for ME, one of many who give you A FREE RIDE!

        Keep in mind these figures do NOT represent the medical care you
received (and will receive in the future) which covered things such as your
prosthetic leg, since with SSI comes medicare and medicaid for life!

        I don't really care if you remain a christian, but I do hope you return
to the workforce and become a productive member of society, and STOP LIVING AS
A MEAGER PARASITE UPON THE FRUITS OF THE LABORS OF PEOPLE LIKE ME!

James
     
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From: jeffactsreallystupid@webtv.net (jeff) 
To: james@antichrist.net 
Subject: Re: More stupidity from the parasitic welfare slob Jeff. 
Date: Wed, 19 Mar 2003 14:56:32 -0600 (CST) 
for your info i am not on wefare. you keep on with your stupid litle
pranks. i do feel guilt but it
is guilt that somebody hasn't beat the f*cking crap oiut of you stupid
ass. if you were in my area i would hunt your ass down a give you the
f*cking beating you decreped stupid f*cking asshole of a mother should
have. 
do not worry i will always remain a christian and you will always burn
in a eternal hell prepared for your father the devil. happy burning
asshole
science will always suck.
Jesus is King. you will find that ot one day.
you don't have to worry about me living off you 
dumb ass I have 3,000,000 dollars in investments saved up. you are not
as intelligent with your numbers as yu thought are you fag boy.

2 CORINTHIANS 5:17 THEREFORE IF ANY MAN BE
IN CHRIST,HE IS A NEW CREATURE OLD THINGS
ARE PASSED AWAY, BEHOLD ALL THINGS ARE
BECOME NEW.
     
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From: First Apostle James <james@antichrist.net> 
To: jeff <jeffactsreallystupid@webtv.net> 
Cc: james@antichrist.net 
Subject: Re: More stupidity from the parasitic welfare slob Jeff. 
Date: Wed, 19 Mar 2003 15:03:47 -0600 
jeff wrote:
> 
> you don't have to worry about me living off you
> dumb ass I have 3,000,000 dollars in investments saved up. you are not
> as intelligent with your numbers as yu thought are you fag boy.

        If that is true, then you are admittedly a criminal, because with those
assets, you are defrauding the government (title 19 fraud).  Of course, I'm
going to assume you to be a liar, you're really just a crippled, unemployed,
and uneducated food service worker, living off government funds (welfare) and
nothing more.  Three million?  You could have been a tiny bit more believable
in your lies you know.  However, due to the anger in your message, it's good to
know that I got to you, and I hope you learn to hate yourself as much as those
of us who are forced to pay our tax money to you do.  Good day parasite Jeff.

James
     
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From: jeffactsreallystupid@webtv.net (jeff) 
To: james@antichrist.net 
Subject: Re: More stupidity from the parasitic welfare slob Jeff. 
Date: Wed, 19 Mar 2003 15:20:12 -0600 (CST) 
you dumb ass one more ime ssi is not welfare.
it is my money anyway. i really dont care what you believe because i hav
done proven you a complete f*ckwod. for your info i have my investments
worked out with the government so go f*ck yourself . your just jealous
because i have more than you do .
good day you no good lying scum. you mama is a niger whore who eats
pussy

2 CORINTHIANS 5:17 THEREFORE IF ANY MAN BE
IN CHRIST,HE IS A NEW CREATURE OLD THINGS
ARE PASSED AWAY, BEHOLD ALL THINGS ARE
BECOME NEW.
     
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From: jeffactsreallystupid@webtv.net (jeff) 
To: james@antichrist.net 
Date: Wed, 19 Mar 2003 15:34:10 -0600 (CST) 
i am through communicating with a piece of sh*t
like you. i have enjoyed proving you a stupid mother f*cking son of
bitch. i have programmed
my WEBTV to automatically delete spam so i 
will not have to worry about your ignorant stupid
ass again. You are the biggest waste of skin known to man. i still pray
you find Jesus one day.
Bye for the final time you stupid f*ck.
AND REMEMBER SCENCE WILL ALWAYS SUCK. BURN IN HELL FOOL.
     
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From: First Apostle James <james@antichrist.net> 
To: jeff <jeffactsreallystupid@webtv.net> 
Cc: james@antichrist.net 
Subject: Re: More stupidity from the parasitic welfare slob Jeff. 
Date: Wed, 19 Mar 2003 15:48:39 -0600 
jeff wrote:
> 
> you dumb ass one more ime ssi is not welfare.
> it is my money anyway. i really dont care what you believe because i hav
> done proven you a complete f*ckwod. for your info i have my investments
> worked out with the government so go f*ck yourself . your just jealous
> because i have more than you do .
> good day you no good lying scum. you mama is a niger whore who eats
> pussy

        When you receive more than you've paid in, YOU ARE ON WELFARE!  I guess
your uneducated mind was unable to comprehend the figures I presented.  I
proved it to you in a way that would be acceptable in a court of law, thus it
is legally FACT.

        Now as for your lie, being on SSI with 3M in assets, with full
knowledge of these assets by the social security administration...  I recently
had to go through the title 19 proceedings for my grandmother.  For her to be
able to receive benefits, she had to sell her farm, and live off the proceeds
until they were exhausted.  This is standard, because to qualify for title 19
you have to be ABSOLUTELY WITHOUT ANY MONEY OR ASSETS!

        Thus by the very fact (above) of you admitting you are on SSI, you are
effectively either a criminal, or without assets (wealth).  You decide which is
true, as for me, I've decided you are a _very_ poor quality liar.

James
     
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From: <Yahweh@JesusChrist.com> 
To: jeffactsreallystupid@webtv.net 
Subject: Mesag from you church friend. 
Date: Wed, 19 Mar 2003 17:53:20 -0400 
jeff wrote:
> 
> i am through communicating with a piece of sh*t
> like you. i have enjoyed proving you a stupid mother f*cking son of
> bitch. i have programmed
> my WEBTV to automatically delete spam so i
> will not have to worry about your ignorant stupid
> ass again. You are the biggest waste of skin known to man. i still pray
> you find Jesus one day.
> Bye for the final time you stupid f*ck.
> AND REMEMBER SCENCE WILL ALWAYS SUCK. BURN IN HELL FOOL.

        I seriously doubt you are intelligent enough to be able to block me. 
I'm of much greater intellect than you can possibly imagine!

James
     
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From: jeffactsreallystupid@webtv.net (jeff) 
To: james@antichrist.net 
Date: Thu, 20 Mar 2003 16:52:57 -0600 (CST) 
Jesus saves
Dr. dino.com is a great true site
read Isaiah 14 12-15
your still blocked
Good day PARASITE

2 CORINTHIANS 5:17 THEREFORE IF ANY MAN BE
IN CHRIST,HE IS A NEW CREATURE OLD THINGS
ARE PASSED AWAY, BEHOLD ALL THINGS ARE
BECOME NEW.
     
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From: Administration@webtv.net (Web TV Administration) 
To: <jeffactsreallystupid@webtv.net> 
Subject: User Failure: Stupidity detected. 
Date: Thu, 20 Mar 2003 10:59:47 -0000 
jeff wrote:
> 
> Jesus saves

        Christ is a lie.

> Dr. dino.com is a great true site

        Dr. Dino is a fraud, a charlatan atheist who is getting rich off foolish
christians.  He propagates BAD SCIENCE!

> read Isaiah 14 12-15

        I'll pass.

> your still blocked

        You're still stupid.  :o)  You can NOT stop me!

> Good day PARASITE

        Which one of us PAYS and which one of us CONSUMES SSI?

James
     
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From: jeffactsreallystupid@webtv.net (jeff) 
To: james@antichrist.net 
Date: Fri, 21 Mar 2003 06:56:00 -0600 (CST) 
you dumb ass mother f*cker you are already
stopped. My web tv sends all your junk mail 
to discarded and i don't see it. so you keep sending
those fake addresses and i will keep proving you a pathetic f*cking
retard. tell your stupid f*cking granny 'i had to sell my farm' boo hoo'
the slut.
BTW i saw your picture today. I took a sh*t this
morning and then looked in the toilet and there you were I think your
whole family was there.
anyway i flushed your stinking ass and sent you to the sewer where you
belong.
Jesus Saves
Science sucks
your a queer
 Burn in Hell fag boy 
Good day

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From: jeffactsreallystupid@webtv.net (jeff) 
To: james@antichrist.net 
Subject: busted 
Date: Fri, 21 Mar 2003 09:25:17 -0600 (CST) 
you stupid ignorant bastard. go eat dog sh*t

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From: jeffactsreallystupid@webtv.net (jeff) 
To: james@antichrist.net 
Subject: let's review 
Date: Fri, 21 Mar 2003 13:35:35 -0600 (CST) 
First and foremost I have made you look totally
ridiculous. One for me. 0 for you.
Second you put Frederick on me and I shut his
stupid ass up. One for me. 0 for you.
Thirdly you try to sick Gabriel the wanna be christian with the heavenly
name he cries 'you
insulted my mommy' and gives his threats I shut his stupid ass up. One
for me.0 for you.
Fourthly you get a little 14 or 15 year old punk ass brat kid to do your
dirty work he can't even 
comprehend plain english he isn't even worth mentioning. I shut his
little vile ranting up. 
One for me. 0 for you.
Lastly you give Gloral a shot. That poor mixed up girl. She was the
nicest. I even talked to her looked at her site and told her I was
praying for her and she  appreciated it. One for me. 0 for you.
In case you can't count  and I doubt you can
that is 5 for me and 00000 for you.
You talk big and bad about knowing the Bible 
on your site but when I invite you to know the truth you say I pass. You
are the biggest joke
and waste of human life I have ever had the pleasure of humiliating.
Keep up the stupidity
and i will keep humiliating.

2 CORINTHIANS 5:17 THEREFORE IF ANY MAN BE
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ARE PASSED AWAY, BEHOLD ALL THINGS ARE
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From: "Gabriel" <gabriel@some-ISP.co.za> 
To: <james@antichrist.net> 
Subject: My message to Jeff (resending it) 
Date: Fri, 21 Mar 2003 20:46:27 +0200 
Greetings James

I had a hectic day at work a few days back and when I saw what Jeff said
about me I exploded
and composed the folowing:

Hello Jeff

You caught me on a very bad day with the major server crash at work
today(I am afterall the network administrator) and you just switched on
the circuit that triggers the klytrons that is connected to the detonators
inside the explosive lenses that surround a sub critical mass of 90%
plutonium 239 which is not generally a good thing if you are within a 4 km
raduis.

As you are generally a psycotic dumb ass that seriously need help from
some people in white coats I will not rip you apart this time around as
you really have no comprehension of what you are saying in the first place
or even if you and your "friends" really know about reality.

Get it into your head that like James I did not take this decision lightly
and it took a force of will to do it but what is done is done.The feeling
of freedom is better than any drug and my head feels as clear as a
flawless diamond with thoughs like that of a coherant beam of pure laser
light. I am no longer a slave like your pitifull ass but I have reached a
higher state of being. I have grown UP and now I am my own GOD.

There is nothing worse than a parasite in this world and in my eyes you
rank below a tape worm in value.You even insulted my loving mother you
scum, but at least I will have my revenge someday when you forgot about
this little chat of ours.It may take only months or it may take years but
my revenge is comming Jeff it is comming. Cristian zealiots like yourself
and my brother are a plague that needs to be eradicated like the
cockroaches that you are.

Another thing. Are you a nigger lover? Well are you one, you f*ck? If you
are, your value dropped from just below a tapeworm to below a turd. How do
you feel about that you layer of septic tank scum? One of them almost took
my leg in October 2001 and the savages did quite a few of my friends
serious physical harm.Will you still love the subhuman pests if one of
them sticks a gun in your face?

Last thing. A person like yourself with a submoronic IQ of maximum 60
cannot comprehend anything out of your limited sphere of thought.I on the
other hand who is in the top half percent of the world in my IQ(146)
rating can comprehend almost anything and now even more since the resource
hog virus of religion is purged from my memory banks and they are gaining
more capacity every day. I will join MENSA soon when I have time to write
their test while you sit in your hell with your webtv.

See you on revenge day
Gabriel

Isn't this a bit bluntly outspoken? I was in a real bad mood when I wrote
this and I still am because of my boss breathing down my neck to get the
server running after a major hardware failure.I used my spam address in
this little exercise.Nobody gets away with insulting my mother and he will
pay the price when I track him down (I'm serious). I cannot believe that I
didn't dump religion earlier in my life, if I knew that I will feel this
good I would have done it in a instant.Like anything addictive there was
some withdrawel symptoms present but they are almost gone now and the
impulse to pray is now nonexistant.

We interrupt regular programing for this urgent anouncement:
Jeff's reply has arrived:

Begin transmission........

reality is that you will burn in Hell for eternity
without Christ butt munch. I have done proved to James that my
intelligence exceeds his and he knows it. I will have pleasure in doing
the same for you. Tell you other fag buddie mockingbird to write me I
will destroy his ass as well.
once again your threats mean nothing.I laugh at them HA HA HA HA HA HA
HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA
HA HA
SEE YOU ON JUDGMENT DAY WHEN MY
GOD THROWS YOUR SORRY AS IN HELL
TO BURN FOREVER.
HAVE A GREAT DAY.
BTW SCIENCE SUCKS.


2 CORINTHIANS 5:17 THEREFORE IF ANY MAN BE
IN CHRIST,HE IS A NEW CREATURE OLD THINGS
ARE PASSED AWAY, BEHOLD ALL THINGS ARE
BECOME NEW.

End transmission.......

As we can clearly see, this Jeff is in urgent need of some therapy as he
speaks all the time with his invisble buddy jesus.He must feel insecure in
knowing that people in white coats are on his tail with a straightjacket
ready for action. :-)

Hold on, we have a:
Second incoming transmission..........

you dumb f*ck. first of all you are a no good piece of sh*t talking
about your broher like that.
you wanted to start talking about me on your little site so mother
f*cker if you can't take the heatget out of the kitchen bitch. I really
do not
give a f*ck what you are so go f*cking blow yourself up and take your
science with you.
you do not scare me with your revenge. anytme you feel froggy just jump
f*cking faggot asshole. you dont scare me sh*t face your mama is a
bitch. suck on that when you take the d*ck out of your mouth.

see you revenge day carpet muncher

2 CORINTHIANS 5:17 THEREFORE IF ANY MAN BE
IN CHRIST,HE IS A NEW CREATURE OLD THINGS
ARE PASSED AWAY, BEHOLD ALL THINGS ARE
BECOME NEW.

End second Transmission.........

Yet again Jeff proves my point by showing abnormal homosexual behavior. He
is clearly obsessed with other males penis sizes and also sucking them.He
must fantasize all the time about having sexual relationships with his
imaginary "friends": jesus, Ryan and Kevin and he is rubbing his
shortcommings off on us out of misguided frustration.

Things are heating up in this:

Incomming third transmission.........

THERE IS SOMETHING WORSE THAN A PARASITE ON THIS EARTH AND THAT IS A NO
GOOD FOR NOTHING DUMB ASS MOTHER F*CKING ATHEIST LIKE YOURSELF.
TALK ENGLISH ASS HOLE YOUR ARE TALKING LIKE ONE IN THE TWILIGHT ZONE.
I GET ALONG WITH ALL PEOPLE I AM NOT A RACIST LIKE YOU SCUM BAG.
YOU NEED TO LEARN HOW TO SPELL COCKROACHES BEFORE YOU CAN EXTERMINATE
THEM FOOL.
GO AHEAD JOIN MENSA
i BELIEVE THAT STANDS FOR MEN WHO SUCK ASSHOLES.
GET IT BRNIAC MENSA
MEN SUCKING ASSHOLES

GOOD DAY

End third transmission......

In this third transmission he is clearly delusional and he is grasping at
straws by clearly atributing a delivery error for my mistake. He also
thinks that I come from the Twilight Zone which clearly shows that he is
mentally desturbed and could be considered a danger to be removed from
society. As you can also see he has some more sexual deviations and must
be fantasizing about how to suck jesus's rectal area in more and more
creative ways.

Incomming fourth transmission.....

im ready for your revenge mother f*cker bring it on. bring it on. come
f*cking with me or my wife and you are dead and the me and your brother
will celebrate. i could care less who you think you are. you are a low
life piece of sh*t .
judgment day is coming. hell awaits you.
Jesussaves.
fyi i dont live in a trailer park like you you pece of trash
your mama is a ngger bitch


2 CORINTHIANS 5:17 THEREFORE IF ANY MAN BE
IN CHRIST,HE IS A NEW CREATURE OLD THINGS
ARE PASSED AWAY, BEHOLD ALL THINGS ARE
BECOME NEW.

End Fourth transmission......

I must have touched a nerve of his as he has a lot of anger going into
this message. He is even more psycotic than before. He has revealed that
he lives in a trailer park, why else would he state that I live in one
when I am not? He has also revealed that he is indeed a nigger lover and
now his value rates below that of a turd.

Incomming fith transmission.....

you got that right. my elevator goes all the way to the top.yours
however has never started.

2 CORINTHIANS 5:17 THEREFORE IF ANY MAN BE
IN CHRIST,HE IS A NEW CREATURE OLD THINGS
ARE PASSED AWAY, BEHOLD ALL THINGS ARE
BECOME NEW.

End fith transmission.......

(??????????????)

Resume regular programming....

He is clearly not on the same wavelength as you and I, and like all
zealiots cannot be reasoned with. He is a lost cause and as he is a nigger
lover I give him a rating below that of a turd as I said I would.He is
also a facinating glimps into the mind of a lunatic brooding over his fate
and blaming the wrong people for it but most of all he is highly
entertaining. :-)

Goodbye James and I hope you enjoyed this little chat with our favorite
psycotic cristian Jeff and his incoherent mumblings :-)

Gabriel
     
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To: Gabriel <gabriel@some-ISP.co.za> 
Cc: james@antichrist.net 
Subject: Re: My message to Jeff (resending it) 
Date: Fri, 21 Mar 2003 16:04:57 -0600 
> Gabriel wrote:
> 
> that triggers the klytrons that is connected to the detonators

        I can't help it, Science is my thing.  ;o)  The Klytrons couple
capacitor charged (HUGE capacitor) energy into nothing more than a length of
tungsten wire, detwire, wire that simply ablates when such a massive amount of
current flows through it.  This detwire is the fastest transition known for
causing initiation (detonation) of the high explosive lenses.  Regular blasting
caps have a variance of many milliseconds between any two caps, that's why they
can't be used.  The wavefront moving in to implode the Pu239 sphere must be
very even, lest there be a push-out point where the blast could "squirt out"
destroying the implosion fissile triggering.  Only one other point is that if
you toss tritium into the pit (the area between the Po210 neutron source and
the slightly subcritical sphere) you get what is called a Hybrid or "boosted"
bomb.  The unboosted bomb can yield up to maybe 20kt, whereas the boosted
(fission/fusion bomb) can, with the extra neutrons from the tritium, yield up
to nearly 130kt from the same amount of Pu239.  This is usually advantageous.

> Get it into your head that like James I did not take this decision lightly
> and it took a force of will to do it but what is done is done.

        The only difference is that I made the decision when I was 10, however
I was mentally probably around your chronological age.  Logically, I deduced
that religion was bunk, the difficulties for me was social, not emotional.  I
had been attending some kind of church and sunday school up to that point,
although I'd never been baptized, my mom refused to let them baptize me.  I was
picked up once a week, taken to the church, and returned by a religious zealot
neighbor, my mom allowed this as it was her only day away from the kids.  :o)

        Emotionally, I was torn, I didn't want to hurt peoples feelings, and I
also didn't want to elicit their anger.  My mom is atheist, no worry there. 
My dad is lutheran, but doesn't attend church, he just believes in the same
monotheistic god that a lot of people seem to.  Long story short, I got yelled
at, called a sinner, called the devil, told I was going to burn in hell, and
lost a lot of friends.  My mom at least was sympathetic.  This was the first
building block that was ultimately to become antichrist dot net.  :o/  At that
point, I hadn't yet learned to abjectly HATE christians, now I pretty much do.

> The feeling of freedom is better than any
> drug and my head feels as clear

        Yes, religion is illogical and highly contradictory.  It f*cks with the
normal logical processes of the mind.  In fact, it negates logical thought! 
Ergo, all of the most effective scientists in history have been atheist.

> I have reached a higher state of being. I have grown UP and now I am my own
> GOD.

        We are as gods, and Science is our religious tenet.  :o)

> Isn't this a bit bluntly outspoken?

        Not nearly as blunt as I have been throughout the site.  :o)

> Nobody
> gets away with insulting my mother and he will pay the price when I track
> him down (I'm serious).

        I already tried, one advantage of webtv is that it is owned by and
hosted by microsoft, and just as you can't track down the origination
city/state of a hotmail user (no x-originating-IP shown in header) neither can
you webtv.  It would be highly difficult for us to track him down, unless he
had his information on a website somewhere.  I already searched "jeff [removed]
prosthetic OR prosthesis" and came up with a doctor named Jeff [removed] who
creates prosthetic limbs, but as ironic as that is, it of course was not him. 
His website was clear, coherent, well written, and shows intelligence.  :o)  I
searched his name as well using religious words, again there were no valid hits.

> I cannot believe that I didn't dump religion earlier in my life, if I knew
> that I will feel
> this good I would have done it in a instant. Like anything addictive there
> was some
> withdrawel symptoms present but they are almost gone now and the impulse to
> pray is now nonexistant.

        Welcome to the land of the cognizant.  :o)  BTW, I've never had an
impulse to pray, it was unnatural to me the first time I did it, and any time I
was at church as a kid, and they said "let us pray" I'd just pretend.  Religion
started out as a fake thing I did to make others happy, now I work to destroy
religions, with antichrist dot net as my most powerful antimemetic.  :o)

        Tell me Gabriel, did my website have an influence upon you, or were you
atheist before you first visited the site?

> He is clearly not on the same wavelength as you and I, and like all
> zealiots cannot be reasoned with. He is a lost cause and as he is a nigger
> lover I give him a rating below that of a turd as I said I would.He is also
> a facinating glimps into the mind of a lunatic brooding over his fate and
> blaming the wrong people for it but most of all he is highly entertaining.

        He represents about 10% of the christians here in the USA.  The
disturbing fact is, he resembles in many ways the leadership of our nation, in
both belief systems, and intelligence.  This alarms many worldwide.

> Goodbye James and I hope you enjoyed this
> little chat with our favorite psycotic cristian Jeff and his incoherent
> mumblings :-)

        Oh, it's just more of the same, he's become boring, really.  Let's talk
more about Science, that's my FIRST love.  Destroying christianity is not even
a love at all, more of an altruistic duty I must perform.  :o/  Somebody has
to do it, for our whole world will be seriously f*cked if I don't!

Cheers!
James
     
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Subject: My atheism 
Date: Sat, 22 Mar 2003 10:08:22 +0200 
Greetings James

I knew all those things but gave him a simplistic description about how
angry I am about him insulting my loving mother like that. I formally
became an atheist 4 weeks ago and it was your site and ironically the
parody site: Landover Baptist Church that further fueled the desire to
drop religion as it made me realise that it was all just a big pile of
crap. One thing that I realised about relgion is that it makes people lazy
as they think that a glorious eternity awaits them in the afterlife. So
they just go through life in the minimum possible way doing the minimum
possible work to make a living, waiting for the end like my older brother
who is a parasite on my family and that also inlcludes Jeff who is a
parasite on your goverment. In  my youth I was also forced to go to
church but it bored me to tears as our church has a two hour sermon. I
stopped going about a year and a half ago as I realised that it was
just  listening to the same old boring message over and over with
just a little difference between each sermon but the core remaining the
same: worship jesus , give your life to jesus , rely on jesus etc... (sic)

I've had this drilled into my brain for 25 years and I was taught to pray
as often as possible when I had problems in my life to solve and that I
did. That over the years developed into a impulse to pray which I rid
myself of the past 4 weeks.Jeff is a classic example of a corrupted
christian mind full of bad sectors that cannot be recovered in any way.
god can only be descibed as a psycotic killing machine in the old
testament that chose psycotic madmen as his prophets  to follow
him.How can people still believe in a god that tells them that he loves
them when the bible reads like a horror novel of blood ,guts, death and
destruction?

A doctor named Jeff [removed] who creates prosthetic limbs? It is
unbelievable and yet it is true. I seriously doubt that we will track him
down but to make him believe that we did it and playing mind games with
him will seriously piss  him off and create more paranoia an an
already paranoid brain.

I already knew about the big capacitor bank and the exploding wire
detonators and also the Polonium neutron initiator but do you expect the
simpleton Jeff to understand anything?The fact is tritium will boost the
power of the bomb by letting fast neutrons into the fray and letting the
U238 reflector take part in the fission proccess but it also has a short
11 year half life making the bombs shelf life that much shorter. Don't
they use Li6 deteuride in modern nukes? I know that they use it in
themonuclear warheads as the fusion fuel making the bombs shelf life
almost indefinate. The biggest fission warhead ever tested had a yield of
500kt and it used Uranium as the fission fuel.

Last night was spectacular and quite awsome when I saw those bombs falling
in Iraq and yet I know that that the U.S. President  is going to
insert a puppet that he and Blair will control to get cheap oil.

Goodbye and enjoy your weekend

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Subject: Re: My atheism 
Date: Sat, 22 Mar 2003 15:10:37 -0600 
Gabriel wrote:
> 
> Greetings James
> 
> I knew all those things but gave him a simplistic description about
> how angry I am about him insulting my loving mother like that. I

        Jeff is not only mentally ill because of his _significant_ infection
with the christ meme, but I believe he is also some kind of sociopath. 
Antisocial behavior is very common amongst the poorly educated.  Remember,
Jeffrey Dahmer (the serial killer / cannibal from Milwaukee) was just as
adamant about christ as jeff, even to defend his murders in court with bible
quotes, clearly showing how dominant the christ meme was in him.  In Motherload
3 towards the end you will find links proving all this is true.

> formally became an atheist 4 weeks ago and it was your site and
> ironically the parody site: Landover Baptist Church that further
> fueled the desire to drop religion as it made me realise that it was
> all just a big pile of crap.

        Wow, before you said this, I was convinced that everyone became atheist
the same way I did, without _any_ support or influence.  Granted, my mother is
atheist, but she is NOT an outspoken atheist, as shown by the fact that one of
her kids is atheist, the other a baptist (that says it all).  :o)  Thank you
for confirming the influence antichrist dot net has had upon you!  I knew that
we simply _had_ to be reaching _some_ people, but maintained the site if only
to amuse the already atheist.  It's wonderful to see fence-sitters take the
leap to atheism and become TRULY FREE of the christ meme!  :o)

> One thing that I realised about relgion
> is that it makes people lazy as they think that a glorious eternity
> awaits them in the afterlife.

        People quite literally _waste_ the only life they will EVER HAVE!

> So they just go through life in the
> minimum possible way doing the minimum possible work to make a living,
> waiting for the end like my older brother who is a parasite on my
> family and that also inlcludes Jeff who is a parasite on your
> goverment.

        Governments have a habit of turning on their dependents.  Germany,
after initiation of WWII rounded up all the people on their version of our SSI
(welfare people like Jeff) and promptly put them to death, realizing their true
value to society.  It wasn't done out of hate, but out of economics.  The
trends I see in the USA government suggest the same will happen here in time. 
I imagine at some point Jeff will be secretly, and quietly euthanized.

> Jeff is a classic example of a
> corrupted christian mind full of bad sectors that cannot be recovered
> in any way.

        Actually, just like the hard drive you describe above, the mind CAN be
reformatted, even low-level formatted and the subject turned into anything you
want.  Anyone who is heavily infected with the christ meme shows susceptibility
to mind control, and brain washing.  Such people are plastic, and can be bent
to anyones will provided enough stimulus.  You clearly saw over the time which
jeff and I communicated HOW MUCH control I had over him, _and_ how much
INFLUENCE as well!  His vocabulary was near the 4th grade level, now he's up to
around the 6th grade level, thanks to his mimicking my unique syntax.  :o)

> god can only be descibed as a psycotic killing machine in
> the old testament that chose psycotic madmen as his prophets to follow
> him.How can people still believe in a god that tells them that he
> loves them when the bible reads like a horror novel of blood ,guts,
> death and destruction?

        Prior to mankind arresting and imprisoning psychotic schizophrenics who
murdered people (moses, charley manson, jeffrey dahmer, etc.) they would make
priests and living gods out of them.  They didn't understand mental illness as
well as we do today, so believed that they were either possessed by demons, or
by saints (depending upon when in history they existed).  My friend David (The
Antichrist) wrote a bible of his own, which in a tar.gz file is over 200 megs
(text and images).  Another friend Gloral (The Angel) also wrote a bible, but
she understands her illness, after writing her story/bible.  I think just about
every schizophrenic has the need to write bibles and create religions.  Perhaps
they do it out of a need to understand their mental illness?  I personally LOVE
schizophrenic people (while most people fear them).  They can be very exciting
when they come up with incredible interpretations, THEIR versions of reality.

> A doctor named Jeff [removed] who creates prosthetic limbs? It is
> unbelievable and yet it is true.

        Google search his name in quotes and prostheic and you'll see for
yourself, I think it's the first hit that comes up.

> I seriously doubt that we will track
> him down but to make him believe that we did it and playing mind games
> with him will seriously piss him off and create more paranoia an an
> already paranoid brain.

        I'm done playing with him, I want him to go away now.  ;o)  He was
useful to me as a tool.  I used him to expose before all, what the severely
infected mind looks like.  Everyone who is a carrier of the christ meme (aka
christianity; the belief in the trinity of deities, satan/jesus/god) is subject
to variable levels of this same behavior.  Most are not "as sick" as Jeff
however.  Overall it seems, even as powerful as christianity and the christ
meme is, Science and education is MORE powerful, and is slowly winning.

        I bet Jeff had a major role in YOU disinfecting yourself!  :o)
Education by example, you saw him, and purged yourself of this shared meme.

> I already knew about the big capacitor bank and the exploding wire
> detonators and also the Polonium neutron initiator but do you expect
> the simpleton Jeff to understand anything?

        I wasn't writing to Jeff, I was writing to you.  :o)  Years ago I used
to experiment with ablation of wire with charged capacitors.  The "bang" you
get is impressive!  I used Kynar wirewrap wire as the detwire.  :o)  One caveat
on the polonium marble, it needs to be lightly plated with beryllium, since the
alphas need to reflect off Be to become thermalized neutrons by disintegration.

        Helium nucleides (alpha particles) are not enough to initiate fission.

> The fact is tritium will
> boost the power of the bomb by letting fast neutrons into the fray and
> letting the U238 reflector take part in the fission proccess

        It only takes a few grams of tritium to increase the yield more than
five fold.  Not only does the fusion reaction allow fission in the U238
reflector, but it _also_ more completely fissions the Pu239/U233/U235 fuel. 
However, the design of a boosted bomb is a bit more complicated than the simple
atomic bomb designs dropped on Japan in WWII.  This is primarily why your
country never developed boosted bombs, and why israel doesn't have them either.

> but it
> also has a short 11 year half life making the bombs shelf life that
> much shorter.

        Add more tritium.  :o)

> Don't they use Li6 deteuride in modern nukes?

        Yup, and a plutonium "spark plug" but only in fusion (H) bombs.

> I know
> that they use it in themonuclear warheads as the fusion fuel making
> the bombs shelf life almost indefinate.

        Well, within reason.  Having a nearly critical mass does have decay
reactions which _do_ cause nuclear transitions within the fissile fuel.  These
transitions tend to "poison" the fissile material, reducing yield over time.

> The biggest fission warhead
> ever tested had a yield of 500kt and it used Uranium as the fission
> fuel.

        I follow more the theory than the testing, so I can't say for sure and
will take your word for it.  My gut instinct tho suggests you shouldn't be able
to get more than maybe 150kt since after the first picosecond, the fission
reaction ENDS, as the bomb rips itself apart, thus ending the chain reaction.

        I suppose if you made the bomb physically LARGE enough, and made the
neutron reflector thick enough, you might get 500kt out of it, much of that
energy coming from the fission of the reflector U238, provided the high
explosive lenses could implode something that massive.  The physical size would
be about that of a minivan I would imagine, or maybe even a bit larger!

> Last night was spectacular and quite awsome when I saw those bombs
> falling in Iraq

        It is now evident that the USA military is the most powerful military
that has ever existed in the history of the world.  No nation on earth could
stand up to the full fury of the USA military.  Keep in mind, the USA military
also commands the largest number, and most powerful, and most accurately
deliverable THERMONUCLEAR WEAPONS in the world.  No nation in the world would
be able to stand against the might of the USA military.  This _should_ scare
the ever loving HELL out of any country that does NOT kiss USA ass!

> and yet I know that that the U.S. President is going
> to insert a puppet that he and Blair will control to get cheap oil.

        This war is basically nothing more than a "training maneuver" on a
known to be beaten dog (Iraq).  I've been pointing out to anyone who will
listen, "If Hussein had weapons of mass destruction, such as nukes or nerve gas
armed scuds, why haven't they been used?"  Clearly it is obvious that this
military action is being performed on a truly disarmed, and truly beaten dog
(Hussein) just as the UN weapons inspectors had said.  Why did we go ahead and
invade anyway?  Because Iraq will be used as a demonstration to all the other
nations not under the Israel/USA thumb, and as a test site for our as yet
untested high tech super-weapons (which look very much like small nukes going
off to me).  In return, the USA will move in and suck their oil dry, and the
oil men (Bush/Cheny) and all their cronies will get filthy rich.

        This war is a demonstration to and for the next target, Iran.  It's
also high quality training in desert warfare, and has also created an operating
base for the eventual Iran invasion.  Why aren't we concerned with Kim Jong Il
of N. Korea, even tho he's been making a lot of noise, while Hussein has been
relatively quiet?  Simply put, North Korea doesn't have oil.  Iraq has the 3rd
largest known oil reserves in the world, that's reason number one!

> Goodbye and enjoy your weekend

        You too Gabriel.  :o)  Warmer weather has come to the N. Hemisphere, so
I will enjoy this nice warm weekend.  Sunshine is a welcome change from snow.

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To: <james@antichrist.net> 
Subject: Nukes and other small tidbits 
Date: Sun, 23 Mar 2003 12:27:15 +0200 
Greetings James

I have this huge store of files on my computer about nuclear tests and
weapon designs and I got this from my NW faq that I downloaded a while back:

Start quote...

The largest pure fission bomb ever tested was the Mk 18F Super Oralloy Bomb
(SOB) designed under the leadership of Dr. Theodore B. Taylor at Los Alamos.
It demonstrated a yield of 500 Kt in the Ivy King test at Eniwetok (15
November 1952 local). Predicted yield was 400-600 Kt. 85% of the yield came
from U-235 fission, the rest presumably from fission of a U-238 tamper. This
bomb used the large diameter (60 inch) 92 point implosion system developed
for the Mk 13 high yield fission bomb, and the Mk 6 bomb casing and
components. The Mk 18 weighed 8600 lb, about 90 were eventually deployed.

A reasonable assessment of the Mk 18 design is that it had a core containing
75 kg of HEU with a pre-implosion diameter of at least 24 cm, the levitated
pit probably had a mass of 15 kg or so. It likely had a natural uranium
tamper weighing about 150 kg. A density increase over the normal value of
2-2.5 is probable.

End quote...

I even have a few video clips on my computer that shows nuclear tests and
the Ivy King test is included in my collection. The clip shows the test from
start to finnish including the trajectory that the bomb takes through the
air and the detonation in the test area. Quite spectacular and frightening
to witness.I also have a clip about an underground test that shows the earth
shoot up 200 feet before a fireball shoots from the top of the rising mount
of earth, all in about two or three seconds.

Did you know they even made a nuclear powered ramjet for use in cruise
missiles? It was designed to have almost unlimited range and to drop it's
payload of submunitions before taking up a holding pattern above enemy
territory to spew out radiation  and contaminate the landscape before being
shot down. They did indeed have a successfull test of the engine but they
cancelled the program out of fear of what would happen if one of these were
launced accidentally over U.S. soil,  there would be no easy way to stop the
thing unless you shot it down.They even wanted to make a nuclear powered
bomber but the project was rejected for the same reason  as above and the
shielding for air crews would eat up a lot of payload weight anyway.

Radiation facinates me for some reason and I eat up anything that I can find
on the subject.I even "aquired"  a working X-ray machine in my exploits but
did not have the guts to switch it on beyond the first test, after I saw the
photos about what happened to the inventor's hands after he played to much
with it. I don't know if this is true but I read somewhere that the Anglo
Boer War was the first war in which they used X-rays to help diagnose
wounded soldiers.

Another thing that facinates me is rockets and other space propulsion
systems and even now I am trying to come up with my own designs. I even
built myself an illegal anti personel rocket launcher with a frag grenade
tip, but later took it apart for safety and legal reasons.I do a lot of
crazy things and have so far emerged unscathed exept for a few scars on my
hands.

Another few things:

I have never even seen snow in my life and summer here in hellishly warm,
winter here is my personnal favorite season as it is only cold at night,
comfortable during the day and there is far less insects that bother you.

Yesterday I got a 19inch screen that only blew two small component's along
with 5 pentium notebooks that all have active TFT colour screens on one of
my dumster diving trips, pretty cool haul for a single day and quite a lot
of fun.

Comparing the christian mail and the atheist mail made me realise that we
are more civilised,  much more polite, more intelligent and open for new
ideas than the christian Zealots will ever be.If it wasn't for my family
forcing me to go to church I would have been a atheist much sooner and we
even had a compulsory religion class in school which I tried to boycott in
grade 11 year but was almost expelled for doing it and I had to write an
apology letter to the teacher for skipping his class, freedom of religion
indeed.

Even now I hide my atheism from the rest of my family as they wouldn't
understand my reasons for doing it especially my pshycotic schizophrenic
older brother who might become homicidal again and come after me.He was my
original reason for getting the teargas and the tazer to protect myself with
after his second attack. I say second because He stabbed me once already
when he was 12 and I was 10, at least it was only with a playing dart and
not a 5 inch Kershaw but he showed his compusive behavior. The rest of my
family never knew about the second attack with the knife as I kept quiet
about it because I didn't want the police involved giving him a bad record
and perhaps some jail time with his sickness and all. He mumbles to himself
all the time and that has become the norm in our household. He must be
scared of me as I can lift 100 kg without problems, weigh 130 kg is 1.9
meters tall and subdued him with one hand but up to untill he broke my nose
in grade 11 I was a pacifist and this time in 1999 I was ready for him. You
should see his room as he has plastered his walls with bible verse after
bible verse from top to bottom even his closets are filled with the
crap.Jeff must be like this.

Goodbye And enjoy the sunshine

Gabriel
     
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Subject: Re: Nukes and other small tidbits 
Date: Sun, 23 Mar 2003 22:52:26 -0600 
On Sun, 23 Mar 2003, Gabriel wrote:

> Greetings James

        Hello again Gabriel!  :o)

> It demonstrated a yield of 500 Kt in the Ivy King test at Eniwetok (15
> November 1952 local).

        I found that test detailed at enviroweb.org which is fascinating.

> This bomb used the large diameter (60 inch) 92 point implosion system
> developed for the Mk 13 high yield fission bomb, and the Mk 6 bomb
> casing and components. The Mk 18 weighed 8600 lb

        I do believe my estimated size comparison to a minivan was perhaps
just a bit inadequate.  ;o)  What a monstrous tool of destruction!

> I even have a few video clips on my computer that shows nuclear tests
> and the Ivy King test is included in my collection.

        I collected a few test clips years ago when the doe.gov website had
them, they're in the useless realvideo format.  Very small postage stamp sized
videos, quite worthless.  How good are yours?

> The clip shows the test from start to finnish including the trajectory
> that the bomb takes through the air and the detonation in the test
> area. Quite spectacular and frightening to witness.

        Did you ever read anything about the test your country made? Also, is
it true that your country (back under white rule) was in league with israel to
develop atomic bombs?  If that's true, it's horrible, since semites and negroes
should NEVER have access to atomic bombs!   Thankfully, your president (De
Klerk) dismantled the bombs and destroyed the plans and all of the
infrastructure to make them before handing control of the government over to
the negroes.  Woe to the world if the negroes ever got control of nuclear
bombs!  It's really too bad that world (jewish) pressures forced you into
economic isolation because of your _wise_ institution of Apartheid.  We used to
have the same policy here, we called it Segregation, and it worked well to
protect and benefit _both_ races, today our cities are war zones, negroes
running in packs like wild dogs, pretty much the same as yours are, but lucky
for us, the majority of the crime there is black on black.

        I remember back in September of 1979 there was a nuclear test detected
by the US Vela satellite.  We were told it was an atmospheric nuclear explosion
apparently in the vicinity of South Africa's Prince Edward Island.  At the time
it was presumed to be a joint israeli / south africa test.  Know anything about
this that I don't?  :o)

> I also have a clip about an underground test that shows the earth
> shoot up 200 feet before a fireball shoots from the top of the rising
> mount of earth, all in about two or three seconds.

        Which test was that?  Normally the underground tests are designed to
be deep enough to encase all the radioactive fallout underground.  If what you
describe happened, then the actual yield was significantly higher than the
calculated yield for that test.  Oops!  :o)

> Did you know they even made a nuclear powered ramjet for use in cruise
> missiles?

        I remember research into nuclear powered jet aircraft and rockets too,
but it was far too contaminating to be implemented.

> They did indeed have a successfull test of the engine but they
> cancelled the program out of fear of what would happen if one of these
> were launced accidentally over U.S. soil, there would be no easy way
> to stop the thing unless you shot it down.

        Once again, sanity reigned supreme.  :o)

> They even wanted to make a nuclear powered bomber but the project was
> rejected for the same reason as above and the shielding for air crews
> would eat up a lot of payload weight anyway.

        You know, they have DU armor on the sides of US tanks now, the
radiation they put into the bodies of the tank drivers certainly MUST be
detrimental to their health (usually later in life).  Let's not forget that
military ammunition is made of DU now.  :o/

> Radiation facinates me for some reason and I eat up anything that I
> can find on the subject.

        Me too, I have heaps of geiger counters, of all types and models, pen
type dosimeters, film badges, scintillation counters, and so on.  My library is
FILLED with books on nuclear physics.  My favorite titles are "Atomic Energy;
Glasstone", "Principles of Nuclear Reactor Engineering; Glasstone", and
"Biological Effects of Radiations; Grosch/Hopwood".  In college I had hands-on
with a training reactor, (Iowa State University, UTR-10 Research Reactor).  We
had a Pu239 starter pellet and Be mirror, which also served as a "neutron
howitzer" when not used to start the reactor.  We also had small quantities of
tritium, and a huge tank of deuterium oxide.  The reactor is as of 1999, gone. 
:o(  No other students, now or in the future will ever experience the JOY which
I felt as we brought that water moderated, enriched U, 10kw thermal Argonaut
research reactor online, watching the neutron counter needle rise, by
triggering the fission reaction using the Pu239 starter.

        I am currently licensed for reactor byproduct material, I am not
licensed to possess source material however.  I use sealed sources in my work,
typically transuranium isotopes like Am241 in mC quantities.

> I even "aquired"  a working X-ray machine in my exploits but did not
> have the guts to switch it on beyond the first test, after I saw the
> photos about what happened to the inventor's hands after he played to
> much with it.

        The aforementioned book "Biological Effects of Radiations" has
pictures of their hands, which was caused by them taking repeated exposures of
their hands.  Most had their fingers slough off!  I'm currently looking to
acquire either a dental or veterinary X-ray, since those operate off 110 power
and require no special power requirements.   The only working X-ray system I
have now is a homemade rig, basically about 120kv fed into a power rectifier
tube.  It produces soft X-rays.

> Another thing that facinates me is rockets and other space propulsion
> systems and even now I am trying to come up with my own designs.

        Me too!  :o)  I've designed a number of solid rocket engines and
rocket systems, my favorite fuel was roofing tar / KClO4.  :o)  I've also
worked on the design and construction of various spacecraft subsystem
components.  The most notable mission is the [removed] mission.

> I even built myself an illegal anti personel rocket launcher with a
> frag grenade tip, but later took it apart for safety and legal
> reasons.

        I played a lot with explosives too when I was a teenager.  Tetraamine
Copper (II) Nitrate was an interesting primary which I discovered.  It was easy
to make too, all the materials could be had at the pharmacy.  :o)  I
experimented with a number of unconventional reduction nitrification
techniques, since it was difficult (impossible) for me to obtain nitric acid,
even back then (the late 1970's).

> I do a lot of crazy things and have so far emerged unscathed exept for
> a few scars on my hands.

        I'm a safety zealot myself, I too am unscathed.  :o)

> I have never even seen snow in my life and summer here in hellishly
> warm, winter here is my personnal favorite season as it is only cold
> at night, comfortable during the day and there is far less insects
> that bother you.

        Sounds like Sydney Australia.  :o)  It is both extremes here in Iowa. 
Hot in the summer, cold in the winter, brief periods of comfortable weather
both spring and fall.  It's spring now.  Spring is usually wet and chilly,
while the best season of all here is fall, dry yet comfortable.

> Yesterday I got a 19inch screen that only blew two small component's
> along with 5 pentium notebooks that all have active TFT colour screens
> on one of my dumster diving trips, pretty cool haul for a single day
> and quite a lot of fun.

        Amazing!  I presume these are slower pentiums, like 75's right?

> Comparing the christian mail and the atheist mail made me realise that
> we are more civilised, much more polite, more intelligent and open for
> new ideas than the christian Zealots will ever be.

        As I said many times, the prerequisite of atheism is acumen!  Those
who lack intellectual prowess default to one of the religions.   Some christian
said, as noted somewhere on the website, (paraphrased) "You have to be
intelligent to understand Science, but _ANYONE_ can understand christianity". 
That was right on the mark!  :o)  Christianity provides _easy_ (albeit
inaccurate) answers that anyone, at any mental ability level can understand,
_especially_ the weak minded.  Anyone capable, or driven to understand the
verifiable truth, will usually drift away from the fables and false stories
depicted in the various religions.

> If it wasn't for my family forcing me to go to church I would have
> been a atheist much sooner and we even had a compulsory religion class
> in school which I tried to boycott in grade 11 year but was almost
> expelled for doing it and I had to write an apology letter to the
> teacher for skipping his class, freedom of religion indeed.

        For the most part, religion is kept out of our schools.  :o)

> Even now I hide my atheism from the rest of my family as they wouldn't
> understand my reasons for doing it especially my pshycotic
> schizophrenic older brother who might become homicidal again and come
> after me.

        I find I have to hide it too, thus I heavily edit my website to make
sure nobody can connect my name ([removed] J. [removed]) or ([?] James [?]) [aka
"James" on antichrist dot net] with me.  Given that this is a 90% christian
country, and our police, military, and our leaders (such as GW Bush) are mostly
christian zealots, I have to remain somewhat anonymous, lest I face their
wrath, be denied contract options, and so on. Let me tell you what our
president said about atheists once... (prior to election)

Sherman: What will you do to win the votes of the Americans who are
         Atheists?
Bush: I guess I'm pretty weak in the Atheist community. Faith in god is
      important to me.
Sherman: Surely you recognize the equal citizenship and patriotism of
         Americans who are Atheists?
Bush: No, I don't know that Atheists should be considered as citizens, nor
      should they be considered patriots. This is one nation under God.
Sherman: Do you support as a sound constitutional principle the separation
         of state and church?
Bush: Yes, I support the separation of church and state. I'm just not very
      high on Atheists.

        You can clearly see why one does not boldly proclaim their atheism in
_this_ country at least, it can cost you _everything_ however it is possible
for the clever to deduce who runs antichrist dot net fairly easily.

> Goodbye And enjoy the sunshine

        That I will do Gabriel, even tho a cold front is moving back in.  :o/

Cheers!
James

     
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From: jeffactsreallystupid@webtv.net (jeff) 
To: james@antichrist.net 
Date: Mon, 24 Mar 2003 09:16:11 -0600 (CST) 
Hello James
I saw your latest 'deaththrows of Jeff'. Just another stab at trying to
prove your genius
face it you and the wanna be gabriel are no match for my intelligence. i
outsmarted you and you are crying like the ignorant scum you are. 
Jesus still loves you very much and I am praying that he wil do whatever
it take to bring you to him.  I know my God can do it can yours.
Out smarted you again. Told you webtv was superior to computers. You
will never find me
and you did not piss me off I am far to superior to you than to let that
happen.. Jesus is Lord of all. BTW Science still sucks

2 CORINTHIANS 5:17 THEREFORE IF ANY MAN BE
IN CHRIST,HE IS A NEW CREATURE OLD THINGS
ARE PASSED AWAY, BEHOLD ALL THINGS ARE
BECOME NEW.
     
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From: jeffactsreallystupid@webtv.net (jeff) 
To: james@antichrist.net 
Date: Mon, 24 Mar 2003 10:26:31 -0600 (CST) 
poor little James. he tried so hard to find me
couldn't. His stupid little computer was as ignorant as he is. Or maybe
it is because I 
played him for a fool. When are you going
to wise up you can't beat me. I am superior to
you. Let me tell you the truth. My real name is 
not Jeff you see that is the wonder with webtv
you can put any name that you want to apply.
Face it you are the one that has been used. 
I have enjoyed making you and your buddies look stupid. You definitely
for the million and first time have been no influence on me. I used
you to prove to christians all over that God was 
King and not your stupid science. Keep trying
to find me and I will keep laughing at you.
BTW if you were real intelligent you could figure out my real name and
address in this e-mail  but since your not oh well. Believe me my real
name and city is in this message I made sure of it. Figure it out pal. 

2 CORINTHIANS 5:17 THEREFORE IF ANY MAN BE
IN CHRIST,HE IS A NEW CREATURE OLD THINGS
ARE PASSED AWAY, BEHOLD ALL THINGS ARE
BECOME NEW.
     
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From: First Apostle James <james@antichrist.net> 
To: Antichrist Distribution List <[removed]@antichrist.net> 
Cc: Gabriel <gabriel@some-ISP.co.za>, Tequila Mockingbird <removed@some-ISP.ca> 
Subject: Jeff issues a challenge! 
Date: Mon, 24 Mar 2003 13:53:11 -0600 
Hey fellow antichrists!  :o)

        We have been presented with a challenge by Jeff.  He wants us to find
him.  He says we are of inferior intellect unless we do.  Are we going to let
him have that?  I think not.  ;o)  The easter egg hunt is ON!  :o)  I'm
attaching his latest bullsh*t diatribe, full message headers included, wherein
you will find that for security and legal reasons, webtv includes an encrypted
line of information in every email that is sent.  Here's what I am able to
deduce so far.  These are standard base64 encoded 8-bit data segments,
presumably containing an ASN1 encoded DSA signature.  These signatures, due to
the type of encryption used and due to the fact they appear to be based upon a
unique hardware key (unique to each webtv unit) are probably court valid legal
evidence of criminal behavior.  If they are like PGP or GPG signatures, they
prove the content is generated _by_ the sender, and confirm (to anyone holding
the key) who the sender is.  Since the content varies, but the key never
changes, I can grep my mail spool and remove the hundreds of signatures I've
received from Jeff for statistical analysis, perhaps the encryption is not
_that_ hard to break.  :o)  If they follow standard DSA parameters, they should
all be mod q where q is some 160 bit prime.  We can go to USENET and grep other
keys from other users to get examples of other hardware keys for comparison. 
We can also deduce whether they all share a common q which for simplicity, may
very well be the case!  If this is true, the histogram of the values should be
flat up to a cutoff point.  We should already have enough of Jeff's emails to be
able to distinguish the unique 160 bit value, with a LOT of effort on our part,
and maybe on the parts of other learned atheists which we may recruit.  ;o)

James

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From: jeffactsreallystupid@webtv.net (jeff) 
To: james@antichrist.net 
Date: Mon, 24 Mar 2003 17:17:55 -0600 (CST) 
I have sent your threat letter to someone who 
can do something about it. They know how you
are trying to tap into their system. I would stop
If I were you because I will prosecute you.

2 CORINTHIANS 5:17 THEREFORE IF ANY MAN BE
IN CHRIST,HE IS A NEW CREATURE OLD THINGS
ARE PASSED AWAY, BEHOLD ALL THINGS ARE
BECOME NEW.
     
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From: First Apostle James <james@antichrist.net> 
To: abuse@webtv.net (Report Abuse or Spam by a WebTV user) 
Cc: jeffactsreallystupid@webtv.net (jeff) 
Subject: Re: 
Date: Mon, 24 Mar 2003 17:56:15 -0600 
On Mon, 24 Mar 2003, jeff wrote:
> I have sent your threat letter to someone who 
> can do something about it. They know how you
> are trying to tap into their system. I would stop
> If I were you because I will prosecute you.
> 
> 2 CORINTHIANS 5:17 THEREFORE IF ANY MAN BE
> IN CHRIST,HE IS A NEW CREATURE OLD THINGS
> ARE PASSED AWAY, BEHOLD ALL THINGS ARE
> BECOME NEW.

Jeff,

        I am going to make sure you really did report this to the proper people
at your ISP (webtv.net).  I'm including the last few messages from you to me
for their review.  Although you have repeatedly violated the terms of service
for your ISP, I have not reported you because you are just silly.  However, if
you are going to make threats (such as above) I'm going to make sure you really
do carry them to fruition.  This message is sent to your ISP's abuse
department, they can review the attached messages and then decide on their own
which of us is at fault, and which is in TOS violation.  I'm also including the
"threat letter" which you purportedly already forwarded to their attention.

James

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From: First Apostle James <james@antichrist.net> 
To: jeffactsreallystupid@webtv.net (jeff) 
Subject: Fwd: Re: Re: 
Date: Mon, 24 Mar 2003 18:45:46 -0600 
Done deal.  Now we wait for the administrators to make their decision.

James


----------  Forwarded Message  ----------
Subject: Re: Re:
Date: Mon, 24 Mar 2003 16:28:01 -0800 (PST)
From: abuse@webtv.net
To: james@antichrist.net


Thank you for writing to Abuse@WebTV.net.

We value your input. Your complaint will be investigated personally by one of 
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You will not receive another message from us unless we need more information to 
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When sending your complaint to us please be sure to include the full,
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a complaint against is a WebTV user, please look at the following criteria to 
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~ The logon name will never be from the domain 'webtv.com', but will always 
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complaint to the domain from which the message in question originated.  To do 
this you will want to look closely at the given header information. In most 
cases of forgery the correct postmaster domain can usually be found in the 
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From: First Apostle James <james@antichrist.net> 
To: Tequila Mockingbird <removed@some-ISP.ca> 
Cc: [removed]@antichrist.net, gabriel@some-ISP.co.za 
Subject: Re: More stuff 
Date: Tue, 25 Mar 2003 15:19:35 -0600 
Tequila Mockingbird wrote:
> 
> Hello James
> 
> Well, I got the email about the Jeff hunt. I would love to help you track
> down the moron, but unfortunately, i'm a little inept when it comes to
> computers.

        I doubt even I will bother, you see, he's not replied to anything which
either means he was spanked on the nose for the offensive TOS violation material
he's already sent (and because of the encrypted signature, they know he really
did send it) or I scared the crap out of him by really forwarding everything to
the abuse department at HIS ISP!  :o)  Jeff is a real dumbass, but at least he
acknowledged OUR superiority by issuing us a challenge, and when we took him up
on it, and I explained how we could go about doing it, he respond with a threat
of prosecution (unfounded of course).  :o)  Jeff has effectively acknowledged
our intellectual superiority.  GIVEN THAT, it's curious why he would continue
to cling on to religion, but then, he's unable to _become_ us, THUS HE MUST
OPPOSE US!  This behavior is commonly seen amongst the subhuman negro beasts
that live in the USA, which are (believe it or not) mentally INFERIOR to Jeff!

> Most other things I can get... But the stuff you're going to need
> to track down Jeff is stuff I can't help with. Sorry... If you do make any
> progress, I'd love to still be informed.

        You're on my list.  :o)  However I don't think I'm going to bust my
butt trying to crack the encrypted signature.  I'm not a cypherpunk, really. 
However, that is a definite idea maybe, give it over to the project bovine
folks, THEY may be amused by the challenge.  :o)

> Oh, also, I read the CC'd reply email to Gabriel you sent. The thing that
> stood out most was the George W Bush quote. Wow, it's even worse than I
> expected south of the border.

        Yeah, it's bad here.  The former (murdered) president of American
Atheist (Madalyn Murray O'hair) never received the investigation the murder
deserved.  I don't believe they even care to find the killer in that case.

> I'm somewhat lucky with my leader; if he says
> something offensive about atheism, NO ONE can understand him! Heh... But
> anyways, yeah... I see know how much worse it is for you American
> Atheists opposed to us Canadians...

        I have decided upon three countries for my eventual emigration.  In
order of preference they are the Netherlands, Australia, and Canada (based upon
personal freedoms).  No one country has _all_ the freedoms I seek, well
actually several do, but the prerequisite is that the country must be a FIRST
WORLD country, able to provide suitable employment to someone of my abilities
and intelligence level.  Thus it was narrowed down to the aforementioned three.
Atheism is HUGE in Australia, whereas atheists are pariah here in the USA. 
Wealth, status, appearance, education, and intelligence mean nothing to women
in the USA.  You HAVE to be christian in order to date women here, especially
where I live in the bible belt (Iowa).  My last girlfriend was Australian for
that reason, and she was _very_much_ atheist.  I'm quite amored with Australia.

> Canada mostly relies on immigration for
> any sort of growth in population, so it's really become a giant mix of
> cultures and religions up here.

        How are you fixed for inner city gangsta' negroes?  I would love to
find a place where such beasts do NOT exist!  I'm sure you guys get our court
TV and see just how worthless (and problematic) negroes are for us here.  I
presume it's not _yet_ as bad up there for you guys.

> In fact, now that i'm in highschool, I see
> that the Muslim religion has just as much influence as the Christian
> religion. Don't get me wrong though, I still get plenty of "Jesus Loves
> You!"'s from many sources. My school even has a Christian fellowship. Blech.

        But can a christian kill you with impunity, and your murder receive
little if any investigation (simply because you are an atheist)?  Of course of
_all_ of the countries in the world, the USA is the one with the most freedom
of speech, I can (because I'm a natural citizen) say what ever I want on the
antichrist dot net website without recourse, but if I were an emigrant (like
Ernst Zündel) I would immediately be deported to a non-friendly country to be
prosecuted.  Keep in mind, Zündel has only said THE EXACT SAME THINGS THAT I
HAVE SAID on _his_ website, and has been deported as a result!  Clearly, freedom
of speech is being eroded here, and will soon no longer exist for ANY of us. 
http://www.zundelsite.org/

> Anyways, talk to you whenever... Bye

        Take care Mike, and talk to you soon.  :o)

James
     
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From: First Apostle James <james@antichrist.net> 
To: Charles <charles@some-ISP.com> 
Cc: james@antichrist.net 
Subject: Re: Jeff 
Date: Wed, 26 Mar 2003 16:41:00 -0600 
Charles wrote:
> 
> Did you ever think that Jeff is yanking your chain?

        This is a possibility, however I live in Iowa, and we actually _have_
people here that are exactly like him, however the zealots like him are quite a
bit more literate in Iowa.  ;o)

> If you were to ask me, I'd guess that Jeff is no more Christian than you
> are.

        So you suppose he is only doing this to further the atheist cause?  He
is being a martyr (given that I forced his hand and actually sent some of his
messages to his ISP's abuse department) and is really a learned, and highly
educated atheist who specifically purchased a webtv unit to "hide in the
fringe"?  As you and I both know, there is _very_ little likelihood of _ever_
finding an atheist who chooses to use a stupid-enabled internet appliance. 
Atheist ALL own _real_ computers!  Remember, the default is religious, atheism
_requires_ acumen.

> He's gleefully playing an idiot.

        Nobody _gleefully_ plays the idiot, just like the dog that pisses on
the rug, they simply can not help it, it IS what it IS.  I think if people like
Jeff had the choice, had the ability to be able to `order themselves' from a
menu of choices, they would almost unanimously check the box marked
"intelligent' rather than the one marked "stupid".

> Look at the facts. He has't one Christian trait, he has no kindness, he
> swears like a banshee, he doesn't have the slightest concept of love, he
> likes mocking people. From a Christian standpoint, those are all the traits
> of the devil.

        He behaves exactly like my ex-mother-in-law, a three days a week church
lady.  In fact, the Saturday Night Live character played by Dana Carvey, the
Church Lady, mimics Jeff in a very similar, albeit more intelligent way.  Note
that some of his messages are horribly misspelled, and some are not.  My guess,
some messages he remembers to push the "spell check" button, and some he does
not.  Webtv does not offer grammar correction, thus his ignorance shines
through.  My perception is that he is, exactly what he pretends to be, a
"church lady" in a repressed homosexual macho form.  Christianity is often a
mask worn by evil, most serial killers are christians (as I've pointed out).

> "I played him for a fool."
> 
> He's attempting to discredit Christianity by lying and acting like an idiot
> (not to say it doesn't come naturally to him), saying pseudo-religious
> things.

        I don't think anyone who was trying to discredit christianity would
have the tenacity he has shown.  Even those who are hard-core atheists enough
to become apostles on the website, EVENTUALLY GIVE UP, and quit.  In the past 7
years we have had well over 60 apostles, Timothy is the most current casualty. 
The only people zealous enough to do what Jeff does are the truly memetically
infected, the hard-core christians!  Thus, I believe he is what he claims to
be.  Nobody is as dedicated to atheism to perpetuate as long as Jeff has.  Of
course you could ask the question, then why have I done it longer than anyone? 
The simple answer is, this is an elaborate performance art project which I
started in order to help a schizophrenic friend (David), and will see to
completion.  The other (and economically important) aspect is that I'm working
to keep the hit counts high, thus keep the "real estate value" of the domain
name "antichrist.net" high.  It is a valuable domain name, I've received offers
to sell it up to just under $100,000 and as low as $3,000.  We want to
eventually take the domain name commercial, but I don't want to risk the
capital investment, thus investors will need proof of the domains
click-through-rate.  That's probably the most paramount reason why I am
maintaining this site as I do.  :o)  That, and it's fun.  :o)

> One thing to remind you... He said in his message that he put his name and
> where he lives in his message.

        I don't think he created a puzzle for me to solve, I think he is just
being stupid.  Note the follow-up message wherein he threatened me with
prosecution should I attempt to find him.  This does NOT suggest he was playing
a game, but rather just saying stupid things.  I believe since I've mentioned
to him about the embedded signature tag in previous emails, that this was what
he was referring to.  I don't for a second believe Jeff created a rebus for me.

> If you look at his messages, he keeps using the word "Superior". I would
> suggest that he lives in Superior, Wisconsin.

        You are reading FAR TOO MUCH into it!  If you want a rebus to play
with, visit my page (James page) and try to find the hidden secrets there.  My
page was truly assembled to be a rebus, and of the millions of visits, so far
only ONE PERSON has ever completed the puzzle, giving me their solution.  His
words to me were "That is the coolest thing I've ever seen".  End of quote.  :o)

> He said, "Believe me my real name and city is in this message I made sure of
> it."
> 
> Second, going through the words in that particular message, the word that's
> the most likely to be a last name is "King". "Poor" can also be a last name,
> but it's usually spelled with an e at the end.

        King is most often a negro name, rarely a white name.  However, his
syntax of "I done proved" denotes he's from the south, possibly Arkansas, so he
could be a white King, just as I've found white Jacksons in the south.  :o) 
Now to suggest that he is not a negro, note his messages wherein he can be even
more derogatory towards negroes than even I can be.  This suggests he is white
welfare trash.

> By the way, spouting hate at black people shows to everyone that you've
> fallen into the same pit of "I'm better than you are" that the Christians
> have fallen into. Until you wipe prejudice from yourself, and until you stop
> thinking yourself superior to others, you are just as religious as the
> Christians are, as it's their error.

        Obviously you do not live near, or have to deal with negroes.  ;o)  I
got the same anti-racism message from Samantha, then I looked up her
originating IP address (which I'm about to do with you as well) and it showed
she was from Sydney Australia.  THAT is why she can boldly say negroes are not
problematic, SHE DOESN'T HAVE TO LIVE WITH OR DEAL WITH THE SUBHUMAN BEASTS! 
There are ZERO african negroes in Australia.  Now, let me see where YOU hail
from... (peeking at the received line in your message header...)  Phoenix
Arizona.  I guess you can be pro-negro living in a town like that.  ;o)  Move
to Detroit or any of the riot-prone cities such as Cleveland or Los Angeles and
THEN tell me "we are all equal".  Here in Iowa, we _would_ be virtually crime
free, if only we didn't have negroes.  Negroes being brought in here is a
recent event, part of the multiculturalism experiment the federal government
forced down our throats.  Statistics are rarely inaccurate, and there is a
sharp increase in crime which follows exactly the sharp increase in the negro
population.  Let's not forget as well watching Cops on TV, the most common
criminal shown is a negro.  We also brought in a lot of bosnians, and indians
(from India).  These people are wonderful, an Indian couple own the gas station
up the street.  WONDERFUL folks, hard working, and very friendly.  What role do
the neighborhood negroes play?  They rob the gas station.  They drive by and
shoot at my office windows at night.  They bring a sense of fear to downtown so
that everyone who works late (such as I do) leave their office in fear, and
move quickly to their car as if in a war zone.  Just as Gabriel who lives in
South Africa, I too have a reason for saying that I do not _hate_ the negro, no
more than I hate polar bears, I just want them OUT of here and back where they
belong.  Negroes belong in Africa just as polar bears belong in the Arctic.

> Their problem is that they wish to put themselves above others, just as you
> do. They use religion, you use IQ. You're both the same, though.

        So you believe that a kilo of copper is equal to a kilo of gold.  You
don't put values on things.  A violent negro `gang banga' is equal in value to
someone such as myself (an embedded application design engineer).  Both play
important roles in our society.  I design and build research spacecraft
subassemblies, robots and robotic controls for industry and agriculture,
develop embedded software enhancements for existing hardware, and adaptive
technologies for the disabled, while the gang banga sells drugs, and shoot up
our neighborhoods, accidentally killing our children while performing their
seemingly all important drive-by shootings.  I guess I can easily see why you
feel _both_ are important to society.

James
     
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From: First Apostle James <james@antichrist.net> 
To: Gabriel <gabriel@some-ISP.co.za> 
Cc: james@antichrist.net 
Subject: Re: South AfricanIsreali nuclear test 
Date: Wed, 26 Mar 2003 18:49:02 -0600 
On Wed, 26 Mar 2003, Gabriel wrote:

> Hello James
> 
> Sorry for my late reply but I had a migraine last night ( I get them
> once every 2 or three months) and went to bed early.

        I get them too, a couple times a year, the full blown visual scotomas,
followed by a most unpleasant headache.  Classic migraine.

> I tried to get information on the test and did find some intersting
> facts. It appears that a significant portion of our fleet was in the
> Prince Edward Island area on that day along with some ships from
> Isreal.It had to have been an Isreali test device as we did not have
> any then.

        I found documentation to suggest that France helped Israel develop
nuclear bombs (the french already having both A and H bombs) as well as
building their reactor at Dimona.  So here's how it went.  German scientists
discover fission, two years later, Oppenheimer invents the bomb for the USA,
during the cold war we give the info to France, then a decade later they give
it to Israel, then Israel gives it to South Africa.  I wonder what life would
be like today if the German nuclear scientists who invented the fission and
fusion bombs had simply stayed in Germany?

> The yield seems to have been 3 - 4 KT and was probably the test of a
> themonuclear trigger.

        Yikes!  That means the jews have FUSION bombs!  Megatons!

> There was fallout detected in North West Australia that would be
> consistent with a test in the area that the satellite detected the
> test, it appears that the weather changed on the last second and that
> the cloud cover cleared over the test site.

        Well there we have it, a scary thing to know.  The mossad are now
operating inside the USA performing what they call "preventive operations"
(targeted killings) of anyone who opposes them.  Scary stuff.

> Isreal was the only country who would provide us assistance in
> building our bombs and we even traded 600 tons of natural uranium
> oxide for thirty grams of tritium for future use in boosted
> weapons.Today it is estimated but not confirmed that Isreal has an
> amount of bombs ranging from 100 all the way up to 400 and it is also
> the reason that Iraq never used chemical or biological weapons against
> Isreal in Gulf War 1.

        There would have been much more pride in your nation figuring it out on
their own.  Atomic bombs are not that complex, the atom bomb was invented
BEFORE the transistor and before the computer!

> The test in which the earth shoot up 200 + feet is one of the SEDAN
> series of tests and the yield was indeed bigger than expected.I got
> the clips from the internet a few months ago and I am searching for
> the site again at this time.The quality is as good as can be expected
> from conversions from old film stock.

        If you find the URL, let me know.  :o)

> You were so lucky to have played with a research reactor, I would kill
> for the chance to do that with one of those beasts.

        No one will ever do it here in Iowa ever again, the UTR-10 reactor was
disassembled and removed, no longer will students at Iowa State be able to
"hands-on" learn about nuclear fission principles.

> The only source of ionising radiation I have is the small 70KV 14mA
> X-ray machine that I scavenged.

        You should buy or find some natural U ore samples.  :o)  Thorium is
also fun and usually very energetic.

> It has suffered severe cosmetic damage but an test with an dental
> X-Ray plate confirmed that it is still perfectly functional.

        I'd love to have one of those.  :o)  I bet it draws power like crazy,
the X-ray I was looking at buying plugs into two different 110v outlets (on
different breakers) and draws 12 amps each (24 amps total) which is a
considerable draw given the size of it.

> You are also very lucky to have designed satellite subsystems all you
> have to do is llok up and know that something that you designed is up
> there right now.

        You won't see [removed], it's out around 2.7 AU and about 280 days away
from rendezvous with [removed].  The mission is for the spacecraft to
[descriptive data removed].  My participation was in developing the [removed].

> One of my freedoms here was getting almost any chemical without
> questions asked including nitric acid, potasium nitrate, fine powdered
> magnesium powder etc... a little expensive but obtainable without to
> much trouble.

        I can get most of what I need through my company, but not without major
red tape.  I tend to avoid anything which is on either the BATF or DEA watch
list.  To show you how stupid that watch list is, did you know that here in the
USA, you are suspect of being an illicit drug lab if you purchase (NH4)2HPO4
Ammonium Phosphate dibasic?  I am an amateur mycologist, I love to study and
propagate molds, and especially yeasts. About twice a year I'll purchase
various chemicals from [removed] chemical company to use in the production of
various artificial growth mediums.  One day, much to my surprise, I was
calling in an order of 500g of Ammonium Phosphate dibasic, and having it
shipped to my home, which triggered an automatic investigation.  Both the
police and the fire department were sent to my home to "investigate" my lab and
what I'm doing there.  I was told by the police that I must discontinue my
research, because I was operating in a residential zone (in that they really
couldn't abjectly arrest a noteworthy local scientist who normally
complies with ALL federal/state laws). This is just a tiny bit of the crap
we have to put up with here.  Recently, solid rocket motors were declared
"terrorist materials" and one must obtain a license which costs one hundred
dollars to purchase model rocket motors, and be photographed and
fingerprinted, along with a federal background check.  Needless to say,
legal model rocketry in the USA has ENDED!  Welcome to the USA, no LONGER
the land of the free!

> The place that sold all those wonderfull things are gone now but the
> search for a another supplier goes on.

        I guess you guys are becoming like we are.  :o/

> I was surprised by you saying that nitric acid is difficult to obtain
> because I could get it in half gallon quantities without trouble.

        Terrorist item, on the BATF watch list.  Used to make all manner of
high explosives as you know, thus it is verboten.

> I built chlorine bombs , Pipe bombs, big rockets ( that sometimes blew
> up) and other crazy things but all exept the chlorine bombs had
> electrical ignitors with a _long_wire to avoid injury.

        I don't build model rockets very often anymore, and when I did, I
compounded my own solid fuels and built my own engines and nozzles.  The law
won't affect me much, but I do feel sorry for the kids who show interest in
Science, and are now forced to play video games instead, because the
entry-level Science toys are made illegal.  I began rocketry with toy store
model rocket kits.  Now, they are no longer available over the counter in toy
stores.  In fact, they were pulled from the shelves.

> Jeff has finally disapeared, he always resurfaced like a turd that
> doesn't want to flush but when we applied the proverbial brush to him
> he is finally gone down the tube, good riddance.

        He may be back.  :o)  I am finished with him however, so even if he
does write, unless it's really suitable to our purpose, I won't publish it
anymore.  He's served his purpose, and has exposed christianity well.

> It won't be worth the trouble to track him down but it would have been
> interesting to know who and where he is.

        It's a lot of work for nothing.  Read the "Jeff" section on the main
index page for (Charles) another contributors ideas on the matter.  :o)

> Mike is so lucky to live in Canada as that country has very few
> negroes and he doesn't have to live in a fortress like I have to in
> Pretoria with high walls with spikes , iron gates in front of every
> door, burglar bars on windows, alarm with motion sensors, armed
> reponse, vicious dogs and an arsenal of different weapons just to be
> able to sleep at night. Even with all these things they still try to
> break in sometimes but at least they never entered the house proper.

        We used to be negro-free here in a formerly all white Iowa.  Things
have changed, and the downtown area is now a war zone.  Gangs run the place,
and gunshots are heard in the summer nights from negroes and hispanics.  :o/

> I am quite bemused by the quote what bush said about atheists and it
> is clearly a thinly veiled threat that shows what is to come in the
> future.

        It's definitely NOT funny to me!  It scares me to DEATH!  Our president
thinks atheist DON'T HAVE ANY RIGHTS?!?  Wow!

> The same thing about woman only loving you if you are a christian
> counts here as the white population here are almost all religious to a
> high degree, if the amount of churces in an 3 km raduis is something
> to go by (8 big ones). In 5 years I am going either to Canada or
> Australia to get out of this country and find a wife.

        Even tho christianity blames everything wrong in this world on women,
(Gen.3.17-24) and says that women should remain silent and subservient
(1Tim.2.12) they are the dominant believers in christianity in this country. 
The ratio is nearly 20:1 in most churches here.  So if I want to have a woman,
I must be _as_ the woman, a christian (or at least pretend to be).

> Goodbye and take care

        You too Gabriel.  :o)

Cheers!
James
     
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From: jeffactsreallystupid@webtv.net (jeff) 
To: james@antichrist.net 
Subject: Re: Fwd: Jeff 
Date: Thu, 27 Mar 2003 08:08:02 -0600 (CST) 
Hi James
First of all this is not going to be a nasty letter
so you do not have to send it to abuse it did
not work the first time. I sent yours to them and
I guess they saw that you opened antichrist.net
up to any one to give their opinion so I was more or less defending
myself. I also had the right to defend my Lord that you deny so I say
good for them. 
I saw the letter from Charles. First off since he will not allow me to
see his address tell him a few things for me. It is not my fault that he
does not have enough love for the Lord to defend Him against someone who
openly hates Him as you do. I am a christian and I had the guts to
defend Christ.  To compare me to you  that is 
too stupid to comment on. Tell him that if anyone was played for a fool
he better look in
a mirror. I remind you the Fool hath said in his heart there is no God
you tell me who that
describes.
You remember you wrote me so  I have a right to respond. 

Come to think of it looks like I have played both of you for a fool. The
word superior means to be ranked above another and that was its
intention. I do not live in Wisconsin so try again
idiots.
BTW I will have the last laugh. I have changed
my address. I only keep this one because I have pictures in my scrapbook
that I would lose if i deleted it. I can block email because this is a
secondary account now. When I get tired of making you look silly I will
block it and I won't have to be bothered by ignorant people again.
You will not get my new addy so i have nothing to worry about.
Have a great day and remember Jesus loves you I am praying for you.
                                               Your friend
                                                   Jeff
                                                 (who knows)

2 CORINTHIANS 5:17 THEREFORE IF ANY MAN BE
IN CHRIST,HE IS A NEW CREATURE OLD THINGS
ARE PASSED AWAY, BEHOLD ALL THINGS ARE
BECOME NEW.
Editor'snote:  Is it apparent to anyone besides myself that someone other than Jeff wrote this letter?  Jeff has mentioned a wife, perhaps he had her write it, or perhaps she's writing to prevent him from getting into any trouble with his ISP.  As far as his claim that "nothing came of the report", I believe him.  The droids they hire to man the abuse mailbox are hardly go-getters, and probably blow off everything.

 
     

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From: jeffactsreallystupid@webtv.net (jeff) 
To: james@antichrist.net 
Subject: Re: Fwd: Jeff 
Date: Thu, 27 Mar 2003 08:14:34 -0600 (CST) 
i will keep all these messages so if you start harassing me out of
control i will report you again.
                                         Jesus saves

2 CORINTHIANS 5:17 THEREFORE IF ANY MAN BE
IN CHRIST,HE IS A NEW CREATURE OLD THINGS
ARE PASSED AWAY, BEHOLD ALL THINGS ARE
BECOME NEW.
Editor's note:  When have I ever "harassed" Jeff?  Which would better be defined as harassment, what Jeff has submitted, or my replies?  You, the reader are left to decide the answer to this question for yourselves.  It is also curious to note that he believes reporting my messages to webtv will somehow get me into trouble.  Common sense clearly says otherwise.  Webtv administrators do not control access to, nor content for the domain name antichrist dot net, I do.  :o)

 
     

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From: "Gabriel" <gabriel@some-ISP.co.za> 
To: <james@antichrist.net> 
Subject: Charles [removed] and other comments 
Date: Thu, 27 Mar 2003 20:20:55 +0200 
Hello again James

That Charles [removed] should go to the inner cities like you suggested and
have a gun shoved into his face
like I have had three times already by negro beasts and then lets see how
much value he places on their
heads then.I did not have my gun with me the last two times as I worked in
Durban for the police to upgrade their computers and a civilian may not take
a firearm  into a police building so I was stuck without one for the month I
was away from home in which I was robbed twice and survived without a
serious injury at least. I trust nobody else with one of my firearms so I
won't hand mine in at the counter. The cops once came to our house  because
the gun that they found on a robbery suspect matched the one that belonged
to my father, the only differance was that we gave the gun to the police for
destruction after it became undependable and jammed up frequently.He
replaced it with a 9mm browning. I got my glock on my
birthday the ?th of [removed] 2001 and used it on the 12th for self defence,
(Please remove birthdate when posting) lucky coincidence.

You mentioned gun shots at night. I am so used to hearing them almost every
night with police sirens that I
did not even mention them. One guy living two houses from us emptied his
entire twelve shot magazine into
a armed negro intruder at 1am and I just went back to sleep as I am no
longer disturbed by things like that as it is so commonplace and I only
found out the following afternoon what happened. Did negroes really
fire shots at your lab? it must have been horrible.

Here is an cool urban legend that I heard from a dependable source a few
years ago:
This guy's friend pumped an  intruder full of lead from a shotgun and
discovered that the intruder is only armed with a knife. He panics as it
dawns on him that he used exessive force in stopping the intruder. he and
his wife then cleaned up the mess, wrappped the body in refuse bags and duct
tape while wearing gloves not to leave fingerprints. They then drove to a
deserted area away from the city and dumped the body there. Never hearing
anything about it again.

His fear was justified because he could be found guilty of manslaughter if
he reported the incident to the police. You must first fire a warning shot
to attempt to drive an intruder away first and then wait for an reaction
before you fire a second warning shot and so on. If the intruder is armed
you may  fire but then it may be to late if you still have to make a
positive identification of an firearm. I was "lucky" that the negro that I
shotwas armed as I shot first at the sight of a black man running towards
me.He was thrown of balance and hit me in the  lower left leg before going
down. The things I screamed at him every time he tried to move will turn the
lungs black but it was all adrenalin enduced and he was lucky that I showed
restraint by not emptying my entire magazine into him.

>It's definitely NOT funny to me!  It scares me to DEATH!  Our president
>thinks atheist DON'T HAVE ANY RIGHTS?!?  Wow!

Sorry about the "bemused" bit but the proper words should have been: shocked
and dismayed, but a little
mix-up ocurred  in the wording.

By the way, of the five notebooks I scored three were P75's with 1.2GB hdd's
and 32MB of ram and the other two were P100's with the same hardware loadout
as the other three and all  work perfectly.I also fixed the 19' screen and
like all my computer monitors I have now I did not buy one of them,  instead
repaired them all after other people discarded them and spent the cash I
saved on other hardware.

You are right about the small X-ray machine I have now. It is small but it
draws 980 Watts of power
at 220 volts. It is an dental unit and is quite compact. I powered it up
again today and it heats up pretty fast.

Goodbye and be safe

Gabriel
     
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From: "patrick" <patrick@some-ISP.nl> 
To: james@antichrist.net 
Date: Fri, 28 Mar 2003 08:28:25 +0100 
Hi James,how's life?
Yesterday i read your extremely amusing "conversations" with that 
Jeff-guy(conversations take at least two intelligent people,and Jeff clearly 
is a grade A moron).There should be a law against people like that.
To tell you the truth,an ex-colleague of mine was just like that.
The worst part is that idiot christian refused to hear any kind of reason or 
logic.One day Faithless was on the radio with their hit"God is a DJ".Now 
this is a pretty mellow piece of music and he enjoyed it a lot until he 
found out what it meant(the dude doesn't speak a word of English,because 
"god made him dislectic for a reason").He turned of the radio,the next day 
his father came up to me and called me a child of satan.Now that was a 
laugh,i tell you that.
Well anyway,Gabriël has made the right choice.please give him the best 
wishes.Man,his own brother...unbelieveable.
Btw,some moron has spread pamflets of "mattheus'passion"throughout the 
school where i work.It has a cross on it,so just to set them straight i hung 
them all upside-down to get the cross right(downwards of course).
Well that's enough b*llsh*t for now.
All the best and keep up the good work.
Still spreading the word,Patrick(NL)


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To: webmaster@antichrist.net 
Subject: (no subject) 
Date: Sat, 29 Mar 2003 12:56:55 EST 
wow, i was at your site reading about that jeff dude. hes a typical iggnorant 
christian that thinks because he has a "god" he can go bitch at you because 
of your beliefs. i find him stupid, iggnorant, and disgusting. excuse me for 
what i am about to say but if he emails you again tell him this for me "F*CK 
YOU"

Anthony
     
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From: "Gabriel" <gabriel@some-ISP.co.za> 
To: <james@antichrist.net> 
Subject: Jeff is back and some other stuff 
Date: Sat, 29 Mar 2003 20:47:33 +0200 
Hello James

Looks like I spoke to soon about Jeff, the floater is back and sticking out his 
ugly head again ( someone get me
a bigger brush, QUICK!! ) and I hoped that I heard the last of this psycotic 
asshole. I also picked up on the change in his writing style and as you said it 
could be his wife and if it is, it shows that she is just as illogical as her 
husband. 

Patric is a pretty cool dude and I want to send him my regards and best wishes 
as well. I was approached today by an christian who collects for missionary work 
in some or other African country, now this guy must
be an moron or something as I told him clearly that I am an atheist and don't 
give an sh*t about jesus or the 
tabloid that he is holding. He asked me if I even heard about how "wonderfull" 
jesus is and if I ever went to
church to which I replied: "If jesus is so "wonderfull" why did he give me an 
disabled mother an psycotic brother
who tried to kill me and not to mention letting me get shot by an black attacker 
in front of my own home. And to  answer your first question, yes I did went to 
church but found it boring me to death with an lame performance act on the 
pulpet and with the same show every week". He looked shocked at what I said and
hurried off. (Note: This isn't 100% accurate but as accurate as I can remember.) 
I wished that he stayed a little 
longer as I would really have busted his chops by mentioning my Grandmother 
wasting away in pain for
4 months with an broken hip and with my prayers for an quick death going 
unanswered (note: It must shock you
hear about someone praying for the death of an family member but that was that I 
did) by the big motherf*cker
on his white throne in the sky, (note: If I ever get an terminal disease and 
start to suffer with no hope of recovery I_will_pull the trigger myself.) or an 
close friend I knew wasting away from cancer for an year before his death.

Another way would have been to tell him straight to just f*ck off and die.

I reflected back on all the horrible events in my entire life the past week in 
my meditation sessions and came to the conclusion that I hate god even more and 
if he existed I would have taken a suitcase NUKE to his palace and DETONATED it 
in the old f*ck's face while laughting menacingly. I have become an HARD CORE 
ATHEIST and an active god hater.

Enougth of this let's talk about something else.

Carbon 14 dating only works up to about 50000 years after that they use 
radiometric dating of the surounding rocks to measure the age of an fossil as by 
then all the carbon 14 atoms have disapeared due to 
radioactive decay. I realised that most people don't know jack sh*t about most 
things like the one guy not
knowing about tectonic pressure exerted on the Eurasian continent by India 
pushing up what once was seabed
into the highest mountain range on earth. 

The Great Flood did occur but it was in the Black Sea region ~7000 years ago 
when people were forced to flee the fast rising waters of the Black Sea due to 
the fact that the natural sea wall that seperated it from the Mediteranian gave 
way. They did find old structures deep underwater in the Black Sea that has been 
dated at approx 7000 years that proves the theory. This is the most likely cause 
for the legend of the Great Flood and a sound scientific explanation for what 
realy happened. (note: I am not totally shure about the date but 7000 is the 
figure that I remember from the article in the National Geographic) 

Did you hear about the meteorite shower in Chicago? some houses and cars were 
damaged in the fall and my only question is: Why can't something that cool ever 
happen to me and have my car's value boosted 100 times by getting hit by a large 
meteorite like it happened with the Peekskill fall? I found out that only 700 
people world wide that heard that whistling almost radio static like sound from 
large bollides reported it to researchers and I should actually also report my 
experience in 1998.

The meteor that hit 65 million years ago causing the death of the dinosaurs, hit 
the worst possible place on the
planet by impacting an area that is very rich in sulpher compounds amplifying 
the damage done by it. If it hit
anywhere else some of the dinosaurs may have survived the cataclysm.

Goodbye and thank you for improving my english grammar above freeing me from 
religion.

Gabriel
     
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From: "Gabriel" <gabriel@some-ISP.co.za> 
To: <james@antichrist.net> 
Subject: Re:South Africa and car jackings. 
Date: Sun, 30 Mar 2003 20:53:51 +0200 
Greetings James

The device that shoots out the flaming propane to drive the hijackers off is old 
news and pretty tame compared to some of the devices that I have seen some 
people mount on their cars:

(1) Short  shotgun barrels mounted inside the car doors to kill anybody trying 
to hijack the vehicle. (illegal)

(2) Compressed air powered, meter and a half long blades that is mounted on the 
underside of an vehicle to sever the legs from an hijacker (illegal)

(3) Of course the flame thrower you mentioned. you also get an pocket sized 
version for self defence here.
     (Semi legal but if I had my way I'll use napalm instead of propane)

(4) Someone I know connects this huge charged capacitor to his car every night 
before locking up. He once found an unconcious negro in his garage when he 
inspected damage done to his garage door. (illegal)

It is an sad fact that we are the country with the most voilent crimes in the 
world including car jackings. Three
of my friends were car jacked in the past year alone with an fourth almost. To 
survive in this country you must
be prepared to KILL or be KILLED, there is no other way. When I go into the city 
which I tend to avoid at almost all costs I enter my "hunter mode" looking at 
pedestrian patterns and looking out if people are following me. Of course also 
having the proficiency in firearms which I regulary practice by playing 
paintball and on the shooting range is an must. Do not EXPECT any mercy and do 
not GIVE any. (Remember I did see the crime statistics on one of the police's 
computers in a secure area.) 

I already knew from the header who it was and also from the smiley faces in the 
content :o). (You did give me your full name in an earlier message) It did take 
long enougth for the program to be aired in the States as this was already on 
the news in 1997 here in South Africa along with the shotgun barrels and the 
blades ( they sliced the bottom off an trashcan in an demonstration ). I can 
remember joking about those inventions the following day with my friends where I 
studied. I personally would use something more deadly if law would allow it but 
alas that is not to be. 

There is an glimmer of hope on the horizon concerning religion in schools in our 
country as our minister of education want's to remove the compulsory bible study 
class from school rosters. There is some protest and I hope that he pulls it 
off. It is 
funny how fast you become a total atheist, in five weeks time I have come to 
hate something that was part of my life for 25
years with with an passion. Aquiring knowlege and researching has become my 
primary reason to exist, science has become my alpha and omega, I would have 
been an proffesional research scientist like you James instead of an lowly 
network administrator if it wasn't for this poison in my mind. I have the IQ of 
an genius that has been wasted and I swear
to you from now on I will use it to its full potential so that in five years 
time when I leave here, countries will fight to get me to
emmigrate to them. The sad fact is that I treated all my previous IQ tests like 
games but the one I will soon be writing
for MENSA will be taken very seriously indeed. I just need to get more focused 
and perfectly on track.

Here is my true feelings I have for the "sickness" and my oath to you and to 
myself:

F*CK god, F*CK satan, F*CK allah. F*CK jesus and also F*CK the people who like 
me wasted their true potential due to the sickness but most of all, F*CK the 
F*CKING MOTHERF*CKERS who are spreading the sickness as we speak If I had my way 
I would skin all you F*CKS alive for what you done to me and people like me. I 
will not listen to you F*CKING ASSHOLES anymore because I do not want to become 
like that idiot Jeff or my older brother.I will strive to become like my peer 
James every day from now on, I swear this on my honor and I shall not deviate 
from my newly chosen path untill the day of my death.

I had to let some of the hate out somehow and this is the promise I made to 
myself tonight and I _will_ abide by it, who knows
perhaps I may even discover something that will make me famous and get myself an 
Nobel Prize in the proccess. I also hope
to meet my liberator one day in the future to thank him personally, I will 
strive ever forward towards that day I join the greats and
like Einstein clearly express my true feelings about religion. James I will 
always be your friend who owes you a great debt that 
can never be repaid exept by doing what I said above.

Goodbye from your  friend 

Gabriel
     
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From: "Black Friar" <theblackfriar@some-ISP.com> 
To: webmaster@antichrist.net 
Date: Mon, 31 Mar 2003 00:18:05 +0000 
I would like to share my observations on chrsitians from a 16 year old's
perspective:

Too many times have I seen and experienced the malevolence of christians.  
They are myopic, ignorant, hypocritical, and selfish.  After having suffered 
through 8 years of attending a protestant christian school, and one year at 
a catholic, I have harboured such hatred against them as is unimaginable.  
Their book of worship is so full of contridictions to their own morals and 
factual information that I revel in the vile mockery it makes of them.  They 
seem to enjoy plagiarizing their biblical stories, such as the Babylonian 
myth of a giant flood or destroying evidence that is contrary and dissproves 
many tenets of their faith. There aren't enough words in the English 
language that allow me to express my contempt for that lack of intelligence.

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From: Alchemic@some-ISP.com 
To: james@antichrist.net 
Subject: So .. Awesome 
Date: Sun, 30 Mar 2003 23:56:58 EST 
    I love your site. We need more people like you in the world. I gave up 
religion when I was around 11, and haven't looked back. My life could not be 
better! There is not a "god" or any sort of "jesus" fella. Logically, it 
makes no sense. 

    I often have debates with X-tians, and every debate is the same. They 
quote their precious bible at me for what seems like hours, and my IQ drops 
for having listened. Ugh.

    Anyway,  keep up the excellent work. I am in love with this site, and any 
Antichrist/Atheist who can stand up for their beliefs as well as you.

    Ali
     
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From: "][/][OONSPELL" <periodic@some-ISP.com> 
To: james@antichrist.net 
Subject: hey love the site 
Date: Sun, 30 Mar 2003 21:59:40 -0800 
yeah im anti christ and i love ur page i have been showing my christian 
friends cuase u know its knowones fault that there christian its just how 
they grew up u know but i hope to show people that there is no god well not 
no god but a god if u know wha i meen but yeah we will talk more i hope



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From: "Frederick" <frederick@antichrist.net> 
To: james@antichrist.net 
Subject: nobody 
Date: Tue, 01 Apr 2003 11:00:25 -0500 
Nobody _gleefully_ plays the idiot

Dude,  I would often play Devil's Advocate to instigate 
confrontation.  Usually, however, I would find myself on the non-idiotic 
side of the argument, and in the minority.  I guess gleefully playing the 
idiot was starting the fights.  So, I've gleefully started fights 
before.  It would be too much effort on Jeff's part to be making all this 
up, and go through the trouble to play a martyr to further our cause as you 
have pointed out.  I love how scientific thinking permeates your entire 
life.  As with mine, it can really simplify matters, and dispel irrational 
thinking right at its onset.

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From: Frederick <frederick@antichrist.net> 
To: james@antichrist.net 
Subject: Re: Jeff 
Date: Tue, 01 Apr 2003 11:07:03 -0500 
Hey James,

You have to watch a show that is new on Discovery Science channel.  It's 
called the gene hunters.  Although it is stuff that I really already know 
from reading and college, it's still cool to watch.  If you get the chance, 
some of the statistics concerning genetics (as recent as 2001) in the show 
are why I still have a hard time accepting that skin color and behavior 
traits are NECESSARILY linked.  I see no ENVIRONMENTAL reason as to why 
they would be.  Maybe you'll get something different out of the show.  It's 
not that some of the social stats and census stuff you've cited don't ring 
true.  I just still beg to differ with your conclusions about 
them.  Anyhow, as any good scientist, I will always listen to different 
perspectives and consider them as well.

Frederick
     
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From: First Apostle James <james@antichrist.net> 
To: Antichrist Distribution List <[removed]@antichrist.net> 
Cc: Gabriel <gabriel@some-ISP.co.za>, Tequila Mockingbird <mike@some-ISP.ca> 
Subject: Re: nobody 
Date: Tue, 1 Apr 2003 16:27:51 -0600 
"Frederick" wrote:
> 
> It would be too much effort on Jeff's part to be making all this
> up, and go through the trouble to play a martyr to further our cause as you
> have pointed out.

        My reasoning behind why Jeff is the "real deal" is because his
vocabulary has grown.  Stupid people do this, already educated people
pretending to be stupid do not.  If I was pretending to be stupid, I would not
show ANY signs of growth.  Jeff has sent hundreds of emails, and has improved
greatly in the time he has written.  This indicates he really is just a dumb
arkansas hillbilly, former food service worker, living on welfare.

> I love how scientific thinking permeates your entire
> life.  As with mine, it can really simplify matters, and dispel irrational
> thinking right at its onset.

        I have (to borrow a phrase from the x-ians) sold my soul to Science! 
I'm even more of a Darwinist than Darwin himself!  I am to Science what the
f*cking POPE is to catholicism!  I am the Father of Science!  :o)  You know
what Fred?  It's wonderful to see you are as I, a kindred spirit, on the same
path towards total enlightenment and understanding.  Unlike the theists, we light
the candle to dispel the dark.  Science is that candle in the darkness of
religion.  Eventually, we will win, we are already winning, but it takes time.

James
     
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From: First Apostle James <james@antichrist.net> 
To: Antichrist Distribution List <[removed]@antichrist.net> 
Cc: Gabriel <gabriel@some-ISP.co.za>, Tequila Mockingbird <mike@some-ISP.ca> 
Subject: Re: Jeff 
Date: Tue, 1 Apr 2003 16:41:48 -0600 
Frederick wrote:
> 
> Hey James,
> 
> You have to watch a show that is new on Discovery Science channel.  It's
> called the gene hunters.  Although it is stuff that I really already know
> from reading and college, it's still cool to watch.  If you get the chance,
> some of the statistics concerning genetics (as recent as 2001) in the show
> are why I still have a hard time accepting that skin color and behavior
> traits are NECESSARILY linked.

        The skin color is not a link.  Negroes are characteristically
amoralistic, whereas caucasians are born with moral behavior.  The reason for
this is because in cold climates, social interaction, and moral behavior IS
MANDATORY for survival, since it REQUIRES a group effort, working together, in
order to survive in cold.  The negro race did not need this, as they can live
in a group, or not, and survive equally in the plains and jungles of africa.

        Now, the _best_ way to identify those of negroid from those of
caucasoid genetic lines, is by chromatic differentiation (color).  The negroid
has a striking indicator, black or brown skin.  The caucasoid has white skin.

        Using color as an indicator, I differentiate negroid from caucasoid. 
This is a fairly common Scientific method!  :o)

> I see no ENVIRONMENTAL reason as to why
> they would be.

        See above why our environment precipitated selection for morals.

> Maybe you'll get something different out of the show.  It's
> not that some of the social stats and census stuff you've cited don't ring
> true.  I just still beg to differ with your conclusions about
> them.  Anyhow, as any good scientist, I will always listen to different
> perspectives and consider them as well.

        The most striking fact is that criminal behavior is not linked to "the
white man holding 'em down".  As Gabriel has shown, the criminal behavior is
equal, or WORSE in his country (South Africa) where the negro is the
overwhelming MAJORITY.  This pretty much proves it isn't racism, or something
"we whites" have done to them, they are just _naturally_ brutish apes.

James
     
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From: "Gabriel" <gabriel@some-ISP.co.za> 
To: <james@antichrist.net> 
Subject: Re: The great race 
Date: Sat, 5 Apr 2003 14:06:49 +0200 
Greetings James

I nearly got killed this week (last night)  when someone shot at my car from
the side of the road in a deserted area. This appears to be something new
that the caffers are doing to rob people, they wait in a quiet area to shoot
at moving vehicles to kill or disable the driver to cause an accident .The
bastards then rob the victim of everthing that they can remove in a short
time before disapearing into the bushes.

I was driving to go and fetch something when my rear windows just exploded
in a shower of glass in a loud bang. This was just to close a call for my
taste. To replace the rear windows on the Civic costed
me approx  $400 but at least the car's body doesn't have any damage or
bullet holes. As usual the cops didn't find sh*t in the area as they are
about as usefull as sh*t on toast and yet this isn't the only sh*t to hit
the fan this past week.

Last Saturday my nephew and his son was attacked while driving their offroad
motorcycles in a area that they thought was safe. They were attacked by some
black vagrants who then seized his young son
of 11 and held a panga (very long knife) to his neck. Because he was a
"smart" guy who never listened to me to carry a firearm he got into a lot of
trouble. Needless to say they were robbed blind(almost stripped naked) by a
group of caffers who would be sleeping in the morgue if I was there with my
GLOCKor if he brought his gun with him.

I am starting to think that my Glock isn't enougth anymore and that perhaps
I  need a Desert Eagle .50
to do the job properly. This may not appear to be an WAR ZONE but it is .

On  a lighter note that ASAJ cracks me up by pulling at straws. He claims to
have evidence of god's existence but I bet as soon as you ask him to produce
it he will pull out the tabloid and qoute from that.
No thought viruses? looks like he doesn't watch much television or read
newspapers, if he did that, he will see that these things are everywhere: In
ads, in television shows, movies and even the news. He
has an real poisoned mind full of bad meme's and he doesn't realise that he
is not in control of his own
thought proccesses anymore. He doesn't realise that we don't have souls as
we are nothing but sentient
animals anyway who share a lot of similarities with other animals on our
planet who is not regarded to
have souls. He must sit on santa's lap every cristmas to ask what he want"s
as a present :-) and he dares to call you a kid and also what does bio
chemistry have to to do with meme's in the first place? It
is an pshycological subject and has nothing to do with the chemistry in the
body (exept perhaps brain
chemistry).

The only question that should be asked is: DO you wan't to spend your only
life chasing an
ilogical and impossible dream or DO you do the logical thing and realise
that we have but one life to live
and to change the world with ?


Goodbye and be safe

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From: First Apostle James <james@antichrist.net> 
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Subject: Here is my list of visual cues. 
Date: Sat, 5 Apr 2003 17:29:57 -0600 
Fred,

        I put together a list of visual cues you may use to define the race
(subspecies) of human primate that seems to be predisposed to criminal
behavior.  Perhaps Gabriel could add to this list?

     * The hair is black, crispy, and "woolly" in texture, it is flat and
       elliptical with no central canal or duct like the hair of
       Europeans.
     * The nose is thick, broad and flat, often turned up nostrils
       exposing the red inner lining of the mucous membrane similar to
       the gorilla.
     * The arms and legs of the Negro are relatively longer than the
       European. The humerus is a trifle shorter and the forearm longer
       thereby approximating more the simian form.
     * The eyes are prominent, iris black and the orbits large. The eye
       often has a yellowish sclerotic coat over it like that of a
       gorilla.
     * The Negro has a shorter trunk the cross-section of the chest is
       more circular than whites, similar to the gorilla.
     * The mouth is wide with very thick, large and protruding lips.
     * Negro skin has a thick superficial horny layer which resists
       scratching and impedes the penetration of germs.
     * The Negro has a larger and shorter neck akin to that of the gorilla.
     * The cranial sutures are more simple than in the white type and
       close together earlier.
     * The ears are roundish, rather small, standing somewhat high and
       detached thus approaching similarity to the gorilla.
     * The jaw is larger and stronger and protrudes outward which, along
       with lower retreating forehead, gives a facial angle of 68 to 70
       degrees, which is similar to the gorilla, as opposed to a flat
       facial angle of 80 to 82 degrees for Europeans.
     * The frontal and paricial bones of the cranium are less excavated
       and less capacious. The skull is thicker especially on the sides.
     * The brain of the Negro on the average is 20% smaller than whites.
     * The teeth are larger and are wider apart than in the white race.
     * The three curvatures of the spine are less pronounced in the Negro
       than in the white and thus lending more characteristic of the gorilla.
     * The femur of the Negro is less oblique, the tibia more curved and
       bent forward, the calf of the leg high.
     * The heel is broad and projecting, the foot long and broad but
       slightly arched causing flat soles, the great toe is shorter than
       in the white.
     * The two bones proper of the nose are occasionally united, as in
       apes.

Here is a picture of ml king.  Nobody, not even the negroes will dispute that
ml king is in fact a NEGRO.  Read above, and compare the features listed with
this picture (angle of head, nose, lips, ears, and so on).  Because of the
facial hair, king is some percentage caucasian, how much I do not know.
http://www.mlking.org/images/king4.jpg


The world famous KoKo the gorilla, for comparison.  Note the similarities.
http://www.koko.org/images/journal/pj-photo_030310_kokondume2.jpg

James
     
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From: "Gabriel" <gabriel@some-ISP.co.za> 
To: <james@antichrist.net> 
Subject: Re: A chat you guys may find of interest. :o) 
Date: Sun, 6 Apr 2003 17:15:20 +0200 
Greetings James

You are so cool dude, You made swords, you built cool gear for Slipknot ( I
love them ) and even have Mic's first stage guitar. I also love AC\DC,
Slayer, Rammstein, Pantera, Metallica, Korn, Rob Zombie, Ozzy,Carcass,
Sepultura, Rage against the machine etc.... basically any deth metal. I find
that it relaxes me faster and helps me to focus better on my work. It would
have been so cool if we were friends, we would have done so much sh*t
together. Speaking of music in the 7th grade I had this teacher who thought
that almost everything is satanistic including, get ready: Roxette. I sh*t
you not, she freaked out when they played the song joyride and the lirics
came to "hello you fool I love you". Our teacher said that if she really
loved him why call him a fool? she must be a disrespectfull child of satan
or something and she then
stopped the tape. This incident stuck in my mind but her "loving" jesus
f*cked her good by giving her terminal cancer of which she
died 3 years ago so it just goes to show that even if you are a zealot god
will still f*ck you good.( I found out when I revisited the school a year
ago). In school I was feared because of my size and all it took was a few
demonstrations on people who tried to cross me to keep trouble makers at
bay. I can only ignore sh*t upto a point you know. One incident that springs
to mind was this one englishman who messed with me during exam time in grade
11. I ignored him untill one morning he came walking upto me and hit me in
the face with a bunch of keys, before I knew it he was laying on the ground
after I punched him between the eyes, needless to say afterwards he avoided
me like the plague.The guy who insulted my mother was also f*cked up real
good but not physically, I did something  worse to him than any beating ;-).
I turned the other cheek but only to a point and then I let all my hate out
at once on the person(s) who cross me.

I now have an overdose of crime against my person and I wish that I could
develop a virus that only effects the negro population by
only being triggered by gene's unique to the negroid race. It is either that
or a nuke but where to get the materials, sigh :-) I feel
nothing but hate and contempt for these f*cking niggers and the next one who
tries to f*ck with me will get 12 hollow points in his
ass. They are such a cowarly bunch that they do sh*t like shooting at your
vehicle from hiding places on the side of the road and I should tell you
about the bus accident about 6 years ago in the mountian passes somewhere in
the Eastern Cape province. An busload
of  tourists goes of the road and rolls about 20m down a steep incline . A
busload of blacks see the whole thing but do they
go for help? No, under the cover of the mist in the area they steal
everthing they can from the dead, dying and injured before hurrying off in
their own bus leaving the people to their fate. Help only arrived hours
later when a motorist with a mobile phone spotted the wreck when the mist
lifted. The survivors then recounted the events.of how they were robbed in
their helpless state. This story was in quite a few major publications and
on the news and I never forgot this tale of barbarism. If I ever get my
hands on a weapon of
mass destruction they better pray to the god of their choice that I would
not use it out of spite but as you know it will be to no avail.

Another argument that we can use against christians is: If god existed would
he not choose the strong willed persons who were smart and strong enought to
find the flaws in his book and even in the face of hell rejecting his
religion, became independant and not just mindless drones. Who knows,
perhaps we
are the ones who are destined for heaven afterall to party with Metallica,
Ozzi, Ramstein etc....
I know that this is more wishfull thinking but you can still dream can't you
? Seriously, who would you choose? the toady's who kis your
ass all the time but are mentally too weak to stand on there own or the
people who see the flaws in your management and are willing to help you get
rid of the problems and are mentally independent?

I watched the war yesterday on satelite and the firefights were awesome
especially the way they wasted some of the Iraq vehicles. Cruise
missiles are cool but expensive at  $720000  a pop for a Tomahawk and the
ALCM costing almost twice as much but they do the job.

Talking about  the 419 scam I got one from Zimbabwe two weeks ago and
promptly moved it to my E-mail scam folder reserved especially for such
messages like that.:-).

Marilyn Manson is a poser and he is a cheap bastard to, just  $3000 for a
very unique site address? He must have been crazy to think
that you will give it up for such a paltry sum. By the way where and when do
you chat? I would like to join in some discussions sometime
in the future

Goodbye and be well

Gabriel
     
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From: "Gabriel" <gabriel@some-ISP.co.za> 
To: <james@antichrist.net> 
Subject: Re: Here is my list of visual cues. 
Date: Sun, 6 Apr 2003 19:15:58 +0200 
Hello James

You pretty much covered it all exept for behavior traits. They feel nothing
for the life of another person not even of their own race
or even children as they get an average of six children anyway when they
cannot even care and provide for one. Why does the white people feel guilt
over the past concerning these niggers? I have made myself clear that if I
had godly powers I would wipe them all of
the face of the planet with the same mercy that they have shown me and some
of my friends: NONE or I would remake them into the
animals that they destroyed on this continent and thus give them their true
forms that they deserve. If all white persons felt the same way I do there
would not be a single nigger alive today or for that  matter Jew and all
that would remain of these temples in our suburbs would
be burned out husks, even the vatican would be rubble with the pope and his
bishops heads on stakes as a warning to anyone not to
f*ck with us. It may seem a little cruel but just think about the paradise
we would live in without these black beasts draging us into the abyss with
them

Aids may seem to be a good thing but it led to a new form of fearless
criminal who knows that he is as good as dead anyway and it is
also the reason I kept the bastard that shot me as far away as possible so
as not to get any of his blood near me, especially since I had
two small holes connected by a channel leaking blood all over the place.
aids should have been more deadly and worked at least twice as fast to curb
population growth. I wan't to ask you, What is the chance that they will
ever find a cure for AIDS? If they do it must be at least 30 years in the
future. (note: He was HIV negative but survived and tried to charge me with
manslaughter afterwards)

My life has totally changed and the bliss of freedom has almost worn off
and being replaced by a new urgency to help myself and my race. There
is an new force unlike anything I eperienced before that drives me to better
in any way possible and I have you to thank for it.

Goodbye James and be safe

Gabriel