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From: jeffactsreallystupid@webtv.net (jeff) 
To: james@antichrist.net 
Date: Wed, 19 Mar 2003 13:25:15 -0600 (CST) 
it is a good thing you closed motherload now maybe everyone can forget
about you and your ignorance. enough said. in your message to  me from
mike I noticed he mentioned that he wanted you to keep him informed if I
said anything else and I am sure you will. Tell that
punk that if he were not so stupid he could understand plain english. He
made reference that I sit all day and do nothing tell that snot nose
piece of sh*t that until he works for 22 years at one job he needs to
shut the f*ck up.
I know his problem he wishes he was a smart american such as myself but
instead he is a no good for nothing punk ass piece of canadian sh*t.
that isn't to hard to understand for me.
is your brother's dog still of superior intelligence
you said he eats sh*t apparently he still has not eaten you yet oh well
cant be to intelligent.
     
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From: First Apostle James <james@antichrist.net> 
To: jeff <jeffactsreallystupid@webtv.net> 
Cc: james@antichrist.net 
Subject: Re: More stupidity from the parasitic welfare slob Jeff. 
Date: Wed, 19 Mar 2003 13:40:32 -0600 
jeff wrote:
> 
> punk that if he were not so stupid he could understand plain english. He
> made reference that I sit all day and do nothing tell that snot nose
> piece of sh*t that until he works for 22 years at one job he needs to
> shut the f*ck up.

        Thank you for the actual numbers.  Now I will be able to accurately
calculate for you the level of guilt you should feel for being a parasite, and
how thankful you should be for ME, one of many who give you A FREE RIDE!

        Make no mistake Jeff, you ARE a parasite, you DO take more than you
give, and overall you are NOT a benefit to society!  Understand WHAT YOU ARE!

Based upon your statements:
You worked 22 years in food service.
Food service paid around $3-5 when you started and around $8-10 per hour now.
To give you fair latitude, let's average it high at $8 per hour.
If you worked 40 hours a week, 4 weeks a month, 12 months a year...
40 x 4 = 160 hours a month
160 x 12 = 1920 hours per year
1920 x 22 = 42240 hours in your working career
Now to figure your career earnings, I'll take $8 times the total hours.
8 x 42240 = $337920 (a little more than my yearly corporate salary)
Social security tax varied over the past 22 years from 5 to 7 percent.
To be fair, I will give you today's rate which is 7.65%
This is fair since it has been that rate OR LOWER over your working career.
Now I will take your earned income times this rate.
$337920 x .0765 = $25851 (rounded)
Now lets see how much you earn in disability payments per year.
Since I own a corporation, and have employees, I have that figure.
Disability is currently $660 per month, your rate is probably higher.
To be fair, I'll go with a MORE than fair lower rate of $600.
25851 / 600 = 43 months
You paid in 43 months worth of money which you have received.
43 / 12 = 3.6 years
In 3.6 years (or sooner) you have or will have consumed ALL YOU PAID IN.
Let's say you began working when you were 20, and "retired" at 42.
It is safe to say you have consumed all your money by the age of 46.
Let's say you live to be 70 years old.
70 -46 = 24 years.
At $600 per month, $7200 a year, you will consume $172800 of MY MONEY!
Of course being a christian you will NOT feel any guilt at all for being a
parasite, for living off those of us who are forced to pay in excess to cover
people such as you.  Even tho this message has had no effect upon you, I just
wanted to type it anyway to vent my own frustrations about PARASITES LIKE YOU!

        I hope your mind is able to grasp this message, and you are able to
feel guilt.  I doubt you are able to, but I hope you do.  You are a parasite, I
have proven it.  I will of course NOT receive any social security benefits even
tho I pay heavily into it since it will run out a year before I retire, thanks
to parasites such as yourself.  You are NOT alone Jeff, my 501c non-profit
charity exists to GET PEOPLE OFF WELFARE, but very VERY few ever do.  However,
my most recent success is with a blind boy named [removed] who because of adaptive
technologies developed by my company, now has a job working as [removed]
He's able to work and be a productive member of society, and I'm happy for him.

        I am NOT happy that you exist as a parasite spewing christian HATRED on
the Internet, rather than becoming a PRODUCTIVE member of society!  I truly
hope you are able to feel guilt, and I hope you have understood my words!

James
     
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From: First Apostle James <james@antichrist.net> 
To: jeff <jeffactsreallystupid@webtv.net> 
Cc: james@antichrist.net 
Subject: Re: More stupidity from the parasitic welfare slob Jeff. 
Date: Wed, 19 Mar 2003 14:26:53 -0600 
On Wed, 19 Mar 2003, First Apostle James wrote:
> 
>       Thank you for the actual numbers.  Now I will be able to accurately
> calculate for you the level of guilt you should feel for being a parasite, and
> how thankful you should be for ME, one of many who give you A FREE RIDE!

        Keep in mind these figures do NOT represent the medical care you
received (and will receive in the future) which covered things such as your
prosthetic leg, since with SSI comes medicare and medicaid for life!

        I don't really care if you remain a christian, but I do hope you return
to the workforce and become a productive member of society, and STOP LIVING AS
A MEAGER PARASITE UPON THE FRUITS OF THE LABORS OF PEOPLE LIKE ME!

James
     
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From: jeffactsreallystupid@webtv.net (jeff) 
To: james@antichrist.net 
Subject: Re: More stupidity from the parasitic welfare slob Jeff. 
Date: Wed, 19 Mar 2003 14:56:32 -0600 (CST) 
for your info i am not on wefare. you keep on with your stupid litle
pranks. i do feel guilt but it
is guilt that somebody hasn't beat the f*cking crap oiut of you stupid
ass. if you were in my area i would hunt your ass down a give you the
f*cking beating you decreped stupid f*cking asshole of a mother should
have. 
do not worry i will always remain a christian and you will always burn
in a eternal hell prepared for your father the devil. happy burning
asshole
science will always suck.
Jesus is King. you will find that ot one day.
you don't have to worry about me living off you 
dumb ass I have 3,000,000 dollars in investments saved up. you are not
as intelligent with your numbers as yu thought are you fag boy.

2 CORINTHIANS 5:17 THEREFORE IF ANY MAN BE
IN CHRIST,HE IS A NEW CREATURE OLD THINGS
ARE PASSED AWAY, BEHOLD ALL THINGS ARE
BECOME NEW.
     
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From: First Apostle James <james@antichrist.net> 
To: jeff <jeffactsreallystupid@webtv.net> 
Cc: james@antichrist.net 
Subject: Re: More stupidity from the parasitic welfare slob Jeff. 
Date: Wed, 19 Mar 2003 15:03:47 -0600 
jeff wrote:
> 
> you don't have to worry about me living off you
> dumb ass I have 3,000,000 dollars in investments saved up. you are not
> as intelligent with your numbers as yu thought are you fag boy.

        If that is true, then you are admittedly a criminal, because with those
assets, you are defrauding the government (title 19 fraud).  Of course, I'm
going to assume you to be a liar, you're really just a crippled, unemployed,
and uneducated food service worker, living off government funds (welfare) and
nothing more.  Three million?  You could have been a tiny bit more believable
in your lies you know.  However, due to the anger in your message, it's good to
know that I got to you, and I hope you learn to hate yourself as much as those
of us who are forced to pay our tax money to you do.  Good day parasite Jeff.

James
     
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From: jeffactsreallystupid@webtv.net (jeff) 
To: james@antichrist.net 
Subject: Re: More stupidity from the parasitic welfare slob Jeff. 
Date: Wed, 19 Mar 2003 15:20:12 -0600 (CST) 
you dumb ass one more ime ssi is not welfare.
it is my money anyway. i really dont care what you believe because i hav
done proven you a complete f*ckwod. for your info i have my investments
worked out with the government so go f*ck yourself . your just jealous
because i have more than you do .
good day you no good lying scum. you mama is a niger whore who eats
pussy

2 CORINTHIANS 5:17 THEREFORE IF ANY MAN BE
IN CHRIST,HE IS A NEW CREATURE OLD THINGS
ARE PASSED AWAY, BEHOLD ALL THINGS ARE
BECOME NEW.
     
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From: jeffactsreallystupid@webtv.net (jeff) 
To: james@antichrist.net 
Date: Wed, 19 Mar 2003 15:34:10 -0600 (CST) 
i am through communicating with a piece of sh*t
like you. i have enjoyed proving you a stupid mother f*cking son of
bitch. i have programmed
my WEBTV to automatically delete spam so i 
will not have to worry about your ignorant stupid
ass again. You are the biggest waste of skin known to man. i still pray
you find Jesus one day.
Bye for the final time you stupid f*ck.
AND REMEMBER SCENCE WILL ALWAYS SUCK. BURN IN HELL FOOL.
     
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From: First Apostle James <james@antichrist.net> 
To: jeff <jeffactsreallystupid@webtv.net> 
Cc: james@antichrist.net 
Subject: Re: More stupidity from the parasitic welfare slob Jeff. 
Date: Wed, 19 Mar 2003 15:48:39 -0600 
jeff wrote:
> 
> you dumb ass one more ime ssi is not welfare.
> it is my money anyway. i really dont care what you believe because i hav
> done proven you a complete f*ckwod. for your info i have my investments
> worked out with the government so go f*ck yourself . your just jealous
> because i have more than you do .
> good day you no good lying scum. you mama is a niger whore who eats
> pussy

        When you receive more than you've paid in, YOU ARE ON WELFARE!  I guess
your uneducated mind was unable to comprehend the figures I presented.  I
proved it to you in a way that would be acceptable in a court of law, thus it
is legally FACT.

        Now as for your lie, being on SSI with 3M in assets, with full
knowledge of these assets by the social security administration...  I recently
had to go through the title 19 proceedings for my grandmother.  For her to be
able to receive benefits, she had to sell her farm, and live off the proceeds
until they were exhausted.  This is standard, because to qualify for title 19
you have to be ABSOLUTELY WITHOUT ANY MONEY OR ASSETS!

        Thus by the very fact (above) of you admitting you are on SSI, you are
effectively either a criminal, or without assets (wealth).  You decide which is
true, as for me, I've decided you are a _very_ poor quality liar.

James
     
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From: <Yahweh@JesusChrist.com> 
To: jeffactsreallystupid@webtv.net 
Subject: Mesag from you church friend. 
Date: Wed, 19 Mar 2003 17:53:20 -0400 
jeff wrote:
> 
> i am through communicating with a piece of sh*t
> like you. i have enjoyed proving you a stupid mother f*cking son of
> bitch. i have programmed
> my WEBTV to automatically delete spam so i
> will not have to worry about your ignorant stupid
> ass again. You are the biggest waste of skin known to man. i still pray
> you find Jesus one day.
> Bye for the final time you stupid f*ck.
> AND REMEMBER SCENCE WILL ALWAYS SUCK. BURN IN HELL FOOL.

        I seriously doubt you are intelligent enough to be able to block me. 
I'm of much greater intellect than you can possibly imagine!

James
     
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From: jeffactsreallystupid@webtv.net (jeff) 
To: james@antichrist.net 
Date: Thu, 20 Mar 2003 16:52:57 -0600 (CST) 
Jesus saves
Dr. dino.com is a great true site
read Isaiah 14 12-15
your still blocked
Good day PARASITE

2 CORINTHIANS 5:17 THEREFORE IF ANY MAN BE
IN CHRIST,HE IS A NEW CREATURE OLD THINGS
ARE PASSED AWAY, BEHOLD ALL THINGS ARE
BECOME NEW.
     
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From: Administration@webtv.net (Web TV Administration) 
To: <jeffactsreallystupid@webtv.net> 
Subject: User Failure: Stupidity detected. 
Date: Thu, 20 Mar 2003 10:59:47 -0000 
jeff wrote:
> 
> Jesus saves

        Christ is a lie.

> Dr. dino.com is a great true site

        Dr. Dino is a fraud, a charlatan atheist who is getting rich off foolish
christians.  He propagates BAD SCIENCE!

> read Isaiah 14 12-15

        I'll pass.

> your still blocked

        You're still stupid.  :o)  You can NOT stop me!

> Good day PARASITE

        Which one of us PAYS and which one of us CONSUMES SSI?

James
     
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From: jeffactsreallystupid@webtv.net (jeff) 
To: james@antichrist.net 
Date: Fri, 21 Mar 2003 06:56:00 -0600 (CST) 
you dumb ass mother f*cker you are already
stopped. My web tv sends all your junk mail 
to discarded and i don't see it. so you keep sending
those fake addresses and i will keep proving you a pathetic f*cking
retard. tell your stupid f*cking granny 'i had to sell my farm' boo hoo'
the slut.
BTW i saw your picture today. I took a sh*t this
morning and then looked in the toilet and there you were I think your
whole family was there.
anyway i flushed your stinking ass and sent you to the sewer where you
belong.
Jesus Saves
Science sucks
your a queer
 Burn in Hell fag boy 
Good day

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From: jeffactsreallystupid@webtv.net (jeff) 
To: james@antichrist.net 
Subject: busted 
Date: Fri, 21 Mar 2003 09:25:17 -0600 (CST) 
you stupid ignorant bastard. go eat dog sh*t

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From: jeffactsreallystupid@webtv.net (jeff) 
To: james@antichrist.net 
Subject: let's review 
Date: Fri, 21 Mar 2003 13:35:35 -0600 (CST) 
First and foremost I have made you look totally
ridiculous. One for me. 0 for you.
Second you put Frederick on me and I shut his
stupid ass up. One for me. 0 for you.
Thirdly you try to sick Gabriel the wanna be christian with the heavenly
name he cries 'you
insulted my mommy' and gives his threats I shut his stupid ass up. One
for me.0 for you.
Fourthly you get a little 14 or 15 year old punk ass brat kid to do your
dirty work he can't even 
comprehend plain english he isn't even worth mentioning. I shut his
little vile ranting up. 
One for me. 0 for you.
Lastly you give Gloral a shot. That poor mixed up girl. She was the
nicest. I even talked to her looked at her site and told her I was
praying for her and she  appreciated it. One for me. 0 for you.
In case you can't count  and I doubt you can
that is 5 for me and 00000 for you.
You talk big and bad about knowing the Bible 
on your site but when I invite you to know the truth you say I pass. You
are the biggest joke
and waste of human life I have ever had the pleasure of humiliating.
Keep up the stupidity
and i will keep humiliating.

2 CORINTHIANS 5:17 THEREFORE IF ANY MAN BE
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ARE PASSED AWAY, BEHOLD ALL THINGS ARE
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From: "Gabriel" <gabriel@some-ISP.co.za> 
To: <james@antichrist.net> 
Subject: My message to Jeff (resending it) 
Date: Fri, 21 Mar 2003 20:46:27 +0200 
Greetings James

I had a hectic day at work a few days back and when I saw what Jeff said
about me I exploded
and composed the folowing:

Hello Jeff

You caught me on a very bad day with the major server crash at work
today(I am afterall the network administrator) and you just switched on
the circuit that triggers the klytrons that is connected to the detonators
inside the explosive lenses that surround a sub critical mass of 90%
plutonium 239 which is not generally a good thing if you are within a 4 km
raduis.

As you are generally a psycotic dumb ass that seriously need help from
some people in white coats I will not rip you apart this time around as
you really have no comprehension of what you are saying in the first place
or even if you and your "friends" really know about reality.

Get it into your head that like James I did not take this decision lightly
and it took a force of will to do it but what is done is done.The feeling
of freedom is better than any drug and my head feels as clear as a
flawless diamond with thoughs like that of a coherant beam of pure laser
light. I am no longer a slave like your pitifull ass but I have reached a
higher state of being. I have grown UP and now I am my own GOD.

There is nothing worse than a parasite in this world and in my eyes you
rank below a tape worm in value.You even insulted my loving mother you
scum, but at least I will have my revenge someday when you forgot about
this little chat of ours.It may take only months or it may take years but
my revenge is comming Jeff it is comming. Cristian zealiots like yourself
and my brother are a plague that needs to be eradicated like the
cockroaches that you are.

Another thing. Are you a nigger lover? Well are you one, you f*ck? If you
are, your value dropped from just below a tapeworm to below a turd. How do
you feel about that you layer of septic tank scum? One of them almost took
my leg in October 2001 and the savages did quite a few of my friends
serious physical harm.Will you still love the subhuman pests if one of
them sticks a gun in your face?

Last thing. A person like yourself with a submoronic IQ of maximum 60
cannot comprehend anything out of your limited sphere of thought.I on the
other hand who is in the top half percent of the world in my IQ(146)
rating can comprehend almost anything and now even more since the resource
hog virus of religion is purged from my memory banks and they are gaining
more capacity every day. I will join MENSA soon when I have time to write
their test while you sit in your hell with your webtv.

See you on revenge day
Gabriel

Isn't this a bit bluntly outspoken? I was in a real bad mood when I wrote
this and I still am because of my boss breathing down my neck to get the
server running after a major hardware failure.I used my spam address in
this little exercise.Nobody gets away with insulting my mother and he will
pay the price when I track him down (I'm serious). I cannot believe that I
didn't dump religion earlier in my life, if I knew that I will feel this
good I would have done it in a instant.Like anything addictive there was
some withdrawel symptoms present but they are almost gone now and the
impulse to pray is now nonexistant.

We interrupt regular programing for this urgent anouncement:
Jeff's reply has arrived:

Begin transmission........

reality is that you will burn in Hell for eternity
without Christ butt munch. I have done proved to James that my
intelligence exceeds his and he knows it. I will have pleasure in doing
the same for you. Tell you other fag buddie mockingbird to write me I
will destroy his ass as well.
once again your threats mean nothing.I laugh at them HA HA HA HA HA HA
HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA
HA HA
SEE YOU ON JUDGMENT DAY WHEN MY
GOD THROWS YOUR SORRY AS IN HELL
TO BURN FOREVER.
HAVE A GREAT DAY.
BTW SCIENCE SUCKS.


2 CORINTHIANS 5:17 THEREFORE IF ANY MAN BE
IN CHRIST,HE IS A NEW CREATURE OLD THINGS
ARE PASSED AWAY, BEHOLD ALL THINGS ARE
BECOME NEW.

End transmission.......

As we can clearly see, this Jeff is in urgent need of some therapy as he
speaks all the time with his invisble buddy jesus.He must feel insecure in
knowing that people in white coats are on his tail with a straightjacket
ready for action. :-)

Hold on, we have a:
Second incoming transmission..........

you dumb f*ck. first of all you are a no good piece of sh*t talking
about your broher like that.
you wanted to start talking about me on your little site so mother
f*cker if you can't take the heatget out of the kitchen bitch. I really
do not
give a f*ck what you are so go f*cking blow yourself up and take your
science with you.
you do not scare me with your revenge. anytme you feel froggy just jump
f*cking faggot asshole. you dont scare me sh*t face your mama is a
bitch. suck on that when you take the d*ck out of your mouth.

see you revenge day carpet muncher

2 CORINTHIANS 5:17 THEREFORE IF ANY MAN BE
IN CHRIST,HE IS A NEW CREATURE OLD THINGS
ARE PASSED AWAY, BEHOLD ALL THINGS ARE
BECOME NEW.

End second Transmission.........

Yet again Jeff proves my point by showing abnormal homosexual behavior. He
is clearly obsessed with other males penis sizes and also sucking them.He
must fantasize all the time about having sexual relationships with his
imaginary "friends": jesus, Ryan and Kevin and he is rubbing his
shortcommings off on us out of misguided frustration.

Things are heating up in this:

Incomming third transmission.........

THERE IS SOMETHING WORSE THAN A PARASITE ON THIS EARTH AND THAT IS A NO
GOOD FOR NOTHING DUMB ASS MOTHER F*CKING ATHEIST LIKE YOURSELF.
TALK ENGLISH ASS HOLE YOUR ARE TALKING LIKE ONE IN THE TWILIGHT ZONE.
I GET ALONG WITH ALL PEOPLE I AM NOT A RACIST LIKE YOU SCUM BAG.
YOU NEED TO LEARN HOW TO SPELL COCKROACHES BEFORE YOU CAN EXTERMINATE
THEM FOOL.
GO AHEAD JOIN MENSA
i BELIEVE THAT STANDS FOR MEN WHO SUCK ASSHOLES.
GET IT BRNIAC MENSA
MEN SUCKING ASSHOLES

GOOD DAY

End third transmission......

In this third transmission he is clearly delusional and he is grasping at
straws by clearly atributing a delivery error for my mistake. He also
thinks that I come from the Twilight Zone which clearly shows that he is
mentally desturbed and could be considered a danger to be removed from
society. As you can also see he has some more sexual deviations and must
be fantasizing about how to suck jesus's rectal area in more and more
creative ways.

Incomming fourth transmission.....

im ready for your revenge mother f*cker bring it on. bring it on. come
f*cking with me or my wife and you are dead and the me and your brother
will celebrate. i could care less who you think you are. you are a low
life piece of sh*t .
judgment day is coming. hell awaits you.
Jesussaves.
fyi i dont live in a trailer park like you you pece of trash
your mama is a ngger bitch


2 CORINTHIANS 5:17 THEREFORE IF ANY MAN BE
IN CHRIST,HE IS A NEW CREATURE OLD THINGS
ARE PASSED AWAY, BEHOLD ALL THINGS ARE
BECOME NEW.

End Fourth transmission......

I must have touched a nerve of his as he has a lot of anger going into
this message. He is even more psycotic than before. He has revealed that
he lives in a trailer park, why else would he state that I live in one
when I am not? He has also revealed that he is indeed a nigger lover and
now his value rates below that of a turd.

Incomming fith transmission.....

you got that right. my elevator goes all the way to the top.yours
however has never started.

2 CORINTHIANS 5:17 THEREFORE IF ANY MAN BE
IN CHRIST,HE IS A NEW CREATURE OLD THINGS
ARE PASSED AWAY, BEHOLD ALL THINGS ARE
BECOME NEW.

End fith transmission.......

(??????????????)

Resume regular programming....

He is clearly not on the same wavelength as you and I, and like all
zealiots cannot be reasoned with. He is a lost cause and as he is a nigger
lover I give him a rating below that of a turd as I said I would.He is
also a facinating glimps into the mind of a lunatic brooding over his fate
and blaming the wrong people for it but most of all he is highly
entertaining. :-)

Goodbye James and I hope you enjoyed this little chat with our favorite
psycotic cristian Jeff and his incoherent mumblings :-)

Gabriel
     
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To: Gabriel <gabriel@some-ISP.co.za> 
Cc: james@antichrist.net 
Subject: Re: My message to Jeff (resending it) 
Date: Fri, 21 Mar 2003 16:04:57 -0600 
> Gabriel wrote:
> 
> that triggers the klytrons that is connected to the detonators

        I can't help it, Science is my thing.  ;o)  The Klytrons couple
capacitor charged (HUGE capacitor) energy into nothing more than a length of
tungsten wire, detwire, wire that simply ablates when such a massive amount of
current flows through it.  This detwire is the fastest transition known for
causing initiation (detonation) of the high explosive lenses.  Regular blasting
caps have a variance of many milliseconds between any two caps, that's why they
can't be used.  The wavefront moving in to implode the Pu239 sphere must be
very even, lest there be a push-out point where the blast could "squirt out"
destroying the implosion fissile triggering.  Only one other point is that if
you toss tritium into the pit (the area between the Po210 neutron source and
the slightly subcritical sphere) you get what is called a Hybrid or "boosted"
bomb.  The unboosted bomb can yield up to maybe 20kt, whereas the boosted
(fission/fusion bomb) can, with the extra neutrons from the tritium, yield up
to nearly 130kt from the same amount of Pu239.  This is usually advantageous.

> Get it into your head that like James I did not take this decision lightly
> and it took a force of will to do it but what is done is done.

        The only difference is that I made the decision when I was 10, however
I was mentally probably around your chronological age.  Logically, I deduced
that religion was bunk, the difficulties for me was social, not emotional.  I
had been attending some kind of church and sunday school up to that point,
although I'd never been baptized, my mom refused to let them baptize me.  I was
picked up once a week, taken to the church, and returned by a religious zealot
neighbor, my mom allowed this as it was her only day away from the kids.  :o)

        Emotionally, I was torn, I didn't want to hurt peoples feelings, and I
also didn't want to elicit their anger.  My mom is atheist, no worry there. 
My dad is lutheran, but doesn't attend church, he just believes in the same
monotheistic god that a lot of people seem to.  Long story short, I got yelled
at, called a sinner, called the devil, told I was going to burn in hell, and
lost a lot of friends.  My mom at least was sympathetic.  This was the first
building block that was ultimately to become antichrist dot net.  :o/  At that
point, I hadn't yet learned to abjectly HATE christians, now I pretty much do.

> The feeling of freedom is better than any
> drug and my head feels as clear

        Yes, religion is illogical and highly contradictory.  It f*cks with the
normal logical processes of the mind.  In fact, it negates logical thought! 
Ergo, all of the most effective scientists in history have been atheist.

> I have reached a higher state of being. I have grown UP and now I am my own
> GOD.

        We are as gods, and Science is our religious tenet.  :o)

> Isn't this a bit bluntly outspoken?

        Not nearly as blunt as I have been throughout the site.  :o)

> Nobody
> gets away with insulting my mother and he will pay the price when I track
> him down (I'm serious).

        I already tried, one advantage of webtv is that it is owned by and
hosted by microsoft, and just as you can't track down the origination
city/state of a hotmail user (no x-originating-IP shown in header) neither can
you webtv.  It would be highly difficult for us to track him down, unless he
had his information on a website somewhere.  I already searched "jeff [removed]
prosthetic OR prosthesis" and came up with a doctor named Jeff [removed] who
creates prosthetic limbs, but as ironic as that is, it of course was not him. 
His website was clear, coherent, well written, and shows intelligence.  :o)  I
searched his name as well using religious words, again there were no valid hits.

> I cannot believe that I didn't dump religion earlier in my life, if I knew
> that I will feel
> this good I would have done it in a instant. Like anything addictive there
> was some
> withdrawel symptoms present but they are almost gone now and the impulse to
> pray is now nonexistant.

        Welcome to the land of the cognizant.  :o)  BTW, I've never had an
impulse to pray, it was unnatural to me the first time I did it, and any time I
was at church as a kid, and they said "let us pray" I'd just pretend.  Religion
started out as a fake thing I did to make others happy, now I work to destroy
religions, with antichrist dot net as my most powerful antimemetic.  :o)

        Tell me Gabriel, did my website have an influence upon you, or were you
atheist before you first visited the site?

> He is clearly not on the same wavelength as you and I, and like all
> zealiots cannot be reasoned with. He is a lost cause and as he is a nigger
> lover I give him a rating below that of a turd as I said I would.He is also
> a facinating glimps into the mind of a lunatic brooding over his fate and
> blaming the wrong people for it but most of all he is highly entertaining.

        He represents about 10% of the christians here in the USA.  The
disturbing fact is, he resembles in many ways the leadership of our nation, in
both belief systems, and intelligence.  This alarms many worldwide.

> Goodbye James and I hope you enjoyed this
> little chat with our favorite psycotic cristian Jeff and his incoherent
> mumblings :-)

        Oh, it's just more of the same, he's become boring, really.  Let's talk
more about Science, that's my FIRST love.  Destroying christianity is not even
a love at all, more of an altruistic duty I must perform.  :o/  Somebody has
to do it, for our whole world will be seriously f*cked if I don't!

Cheers!
James
     
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Subject: My atheism 
Date: Sat, 22 Mar 2003 10:08:22 +0200 
Greetings James

I knew all those things but gave him a simplistic description about how
angry I am about him insulting my loving mother like that. I formally
became an atheist 4 weeks ago and it was your site and ironically the
parody site: Landover Baptist Church that further fueled the desire to
drop religion as it made me realise that it was all just a big pile of
crap. One thing that I realised about relgion is that it makes people lazy
as they think that a glorious eternity awaits them in the afterlife. So
they just go through life in the minimum possible way doing the minimum
possible work to make a living, waiting for the end like my older brother
who is a parasite on my family and that also inlcludes Jeff who is a
parasite on your goverment. In  my youth I was also forced to go to
church but it bored me to tears as our church has a two hour sermon. I
stopped going about a year and a half ago as I realised that it was
just  listening to the same old boring message over and over with
just a little difference between each sermon but the core remaining the
same: worship jesus , give your life to jesus , rely on jesus etc... (sic)

I've had this drilled into my brain for 25 years and I was taught to pray
as often as possible when I had problems in my life to solve and that I
did. That over the years developed into a impulse to pray which I rid
myself of the past 4 weeks.Jeff is a classic example of a corrupted
christian mind full of bad sectors that cannot be recovered in any way.
god can only be descibed as a psycotic killing machine in the old
testament that chose psycotic madmen as his prophets  to follow
him.How can people still believe in a god that tells them that he loves
them when the bible reads like a horror novel of blood ,guts, death and
destruction?

A doctor named Jeff [removed] who creates prosthetic limbs? It is
unbelievable and yet it is true. I seriously doubt that we will track him
down but to make him believe that we did it and playing mind games with
him will seriously piss  him off and create more paranoia an an
already paranoid brain.

I already knew about the big capacitor bank and the exploding wire
detonators and also the Polonium neutron initiator but do you expect the
simpleton Jeff to understand anything?The fact is tritium will boost the
power of the bomb by letting fast neutrons into the fray and letting the
U238 reflector take part in the fission proccess but it also has a short
11 year half life making the bombs shelf life that much shorter. Don't
they use Li6 deteuride in modern nukes? I know that they use it in
themonuclear warheads as the fusion fuel making the bombs shelf life
almost indefinate. The biggest fission warhead ever tested had a yield of
500kt and it used Uranium as the fission fuel.

Last night was spectacular and quite awsome when I saw those bombs falling
in Iraq and yet I know that that the U.S. President  is going to
insert a puppet that he and Blair will control to get cheap oil.

Goodbye and enjoy your weekend

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Subject: Re: My atheism 
Date: Sat, 22 Mar 2003 15:10:37 -0600 
Gabriel wrote:
> 
> Greetings James
> 
> I knew all those things but gave him a simplistic description about
> how angry I am about him insulting my loving mother like that. I

        Jeff is not only mentally ill because of his _significant_ infection
with the christ meme, but I believe he is also some kind of sociopath. 
Antisocial behavior is very common amongst the poorly educated.  Remember,
Jeffrey Dahmer (the serial killer / cannibal from Milwaukee) was just as
adamant about christ as jeff, even to defend his murders in court with bible
quotes, clearly showing how dominant the christ meme was in him.  In Motherload
3 towards the end you will find links proving all this is true.

> formally became an atheist 4 weeks ago and it was your site and
> ironically the parody site: Landover Baptist Church that further
> fueled the desire to drop religion as it made me realise that it was
> all just a big pile of crap.

        Wow, before you said this, I was convinced that everyone became atheist
the same way I did, without _any_ support or influence.  Granted, my mother is
atheist, but she is NOT an outspoken atheist, as shown by the fact that one of
her kids is atheist, the other a baptist (that says it all).  :o)  Thank you
for confirming the influence antichrist dot net has had upon you!  I knew that
we simply _had_ to be reaching _some_ people, but maintained the site if only
to amuse the already atheist.  It's wonderful to see fence-sitters take the
leap to atheism and become TRULY FREE of the christ meme!  :o)

> One thing that I realised about relgion
> is that it makes people lazy as they think that a glorious eternity
> awaits them in the afterlife.

        People quite literally _waste_ the only life they will EVER HAVE!

> So they just go through life in the
> minimum possible way doing the minimum possible work to make a living,
> waiting for the end like my older brother who is a parasite on my
> family and that also inlcludes Jeff who is a parasite on your
> goverment.

        Governments have a habit of turning on their dependents.  Germany,
after initiation of WWII rounded up all the people on their version of our SSI
(welfare people like Jeff) and promptly put them to death, realizing their true
value to society.  It wasn't done out of hate, but out of economics.  The
trends I see in the USA government suggest the same will happen here in time. 
I imagine at some point Jeff will be secretly, and quietly euthanized.

> Jeff is a classic example of a
> corrupted christian mind full of bad sectors that cannot be recovered
> in any way.

        Actually, just like the hard drive you describe above, the mind CAN be
reformatted, even low-level formatted and the subject turned into anything you
want.  Anyone who is heavily infected with the christ meme shows susceptibility
to mind control, and brain washing.  Such people are plastic, and can be bent
to anyones will provided enough stimulus.  You clearly saw over the time which
jeff and I communicated HOW MUCH control I had over him, _and_ how much
INFLUENCE as well!  His vocabulary was near the 4th grade level, now he's up to
around the 6th grade level, thanks to his mimicking my unique syntax.  :o)

> god can only be descibed as a psycotic killing machine in
> the old testament that chose psycotic madmen as his prophets to follow
> him.How can people still believe in a god that tells them that he
> loves them when the bible reads like a horror novel of blood ,guts,
> death and destruction?

        Prior to mankind arresting and imprisoning psychotic schizophrenics who
murdered people (moses, charley manson, jeffrey dahmer, etc.) they would make
priests and living gods out of them.  They didn't understand mental illness as
well as we do today, so believed that they were either possessed by demons, or
by saints (depending upon when in history they existed).  My friend David (The
Antichrist) wrote a bible of his own, which in a tar.gz file is over 200 megs
(text and images).  Another friend Gloral (The Angel) also wrote a bible, but
she understands her illness, after writing her story/bible.  I think just about
every schizophrenic has the need to write bibles and create religions.  Perhaps
they do it out of a need to understand their mental illness?  I personally LOVE
schizophrenic people (while most people fear them).  They can be very exciting
when they come up with incredible interpretations, THEIR versions of reality.

> A doctor named Jeff [removed] who creates prosthetic limbs? It is
> unbelievable and yet it is true.

        Google search his name in quotes and prostheic and you'll see for
yourself, I think it's the first hit that comes up.

> I seriously doubt that we will track
> him down but to make him believe that we did it and playing mind games
> with him will seriously piss him off and create more paranoia an an
> already paranoid brain.

        I'm done playing with him, I want him to go away now.  ;o)  He was
useful to me as a tool.  I used him to expose before all, what the severely
infected mind looks like.  Everyone who is a carrier of the christ meme (aka
christianity; the belief in the trinity of deities, satan/jesus/god) is subject
to variable levels of this same behavior.  Most are not "as sick" as Jeff
however.  Overall it seems, even as powerful as christianity and the christ
meme is, Science and education is MORE powerful, and is slowly winning.

        I bet Jeff had a major role in YOU disinfecting yourself!  :o)
Education by example, you saw him, and purged yourself of this shared meme.

> I already knew about the big capacitor bank and the exploding wire
> detonators and also the Polonium neutron initiator but do you expect
> the simpleton Jeff to understand anything?

        I wasn't writing to Jeff, I was writing to you.  :o)  Years ago I used
to experiment with ablation of wire with charged capacitors.  The "bang" you
get is impressive!  I used Kynar wirewrap wire as the detwire.  :o)  One caveat
on the polonium marble, it needs to be lightly plated with beryllium, since the
alphas need to reflect off Be to become thermalized neutrons by disintegration.

        Helium nucleides (alpha particles) are not enough to initiate fission.

> The fact is tritium will
> boost the power of the bomb by letting fast neutrons into the fray and
> letting the U238 reflector take part in the fission proccess

        It only takes a few grams of tritium to increase the yield more than
five fold.  Not only does the fusion reaction allow fission in the U238
reflector, but it _also_ more completely fissions the Pu239/U233/U235 fuel. 
However, the design of a boosted bomb is a bit more complicated than the simple
atomic bomb designs dropped on Japan in WWII.  This is primarily why your
country never developed boosted bombs, and why israel doesn't have them either.

> but it
> also has a short 11 year half life making the bombs shelf life that
> much shorter.

        Add more tritium.  :o)

> Don't they use Li6 deteuride in modern nukes?

        Yup, and a plutonium "spark plug" but only in fusion (H) bombs.

> I know
> that they use it in themonuclear warheads as the fusion fuel making
> the bombs shelf life almost indefinate.

        Well, within reason.  Having a nearly critical mass does have decay
reactions which _do_ cause nuclear transitions within the fissile fuel.  These
transitions tend to "poison" the fissile material, reducing yield over time.

> The biggest fission warhead
> ever tested had a yield of 500kt and it used Uranium as the fission
> fuel.

        I follow more the theory than the testing, so I can't say for sure and
will take your word for it.  My gut instinct tho suggests you shouldn't be able
to get more than maybe 150kt since after the first picosecond, the fission
reaction ENDS, as the bomb rips itself apart, thus ending the chain reaction.

        I suppose if you made the bomb physically LARGE enough, and made the
neutron reflector thick enough, you might get 500kt out of it, much of that
energy coming from the fission of the reflector U238, provided the high
explosive lenses could implode something that massive.  The physical size would
be about that of a minivan I would imagine, or maybe even a bit larger!

> Last night was spectacular and quite awsome when I saw those bombs
> falling in Iraq

        It is now evident that the USA military is the most powerful military
that has ever existed in the history of the world.  No nation on earth could
stand up to the full fury of the USA military.  Keep in mind, the USA military
also commands the largest number, and most powerful, and most accurately
deliverable THERMONUCLEAR WEAPONS in the world.  No nation in the world would
be able to stand against the might of the USA military.  This _should_ scare
the ever loving HELL out of any country that does NOT kiss USA ass!

> and yet I know that that the U.S. President is going
> to insert a puppet that he and Blair will control to get cheap oil.

        This war is basically nothing more than a "training maneuver" on a
known to be beaten dog (Iraq).  I've been pointing out to anyone who will
listen, "If Hussein had weapons of mass destruction, such as nukes or nerve gas
armed scuds, why haven't they been used?"  Clearly it is obvious that this
military action is being performed on a truly disarmed, and truly beaten dog
(Hussein) just as the UN weapons inspectors had said.  Why did we go ahead and
invade anyway?  Because Iraq will be used as a demonstration to all the other
nations not under the Israel/USA thumb, and as a test site for our as yet
untested high tech super-weapons (which look very much like small nukes going
off to me).  In return, the USA will move in and suck their oil dry, and the
oil men (Bush/Cheny) and all their cronies will get filthy rich.

        This war is a demonstration to and for the next target, Iran.  It's
also high quality training in desert warfare, and has also created an operating
base for the eventual Iran invasion.  Why aren't we concerned with Kim Jong Il
of N. Korea, even tho he's been making a lot of noise, while Hussein has been
relatively quiet?  Simply put, North Korea doesn't have oil.  Iraq has the 3rd
largest known oil reserves in the world, that's reason number one!

> Goodbye and enjoy your weekend

        You too Gabriel.  :o)  Warmer weather has come to the N. Hemisphere, so
I will enjoy this nice warm weekend.  Sunshine is a welcome change from snow.

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To: <james@antichrist.net> 
Subject: Nukes and other small tidbits 
Date: Sun, 23 Mar 2003 12:27:15 +0200 
Greetings James

I have this huge store of files on my computer about nuclear tests and
weapon designs and I got this from my NW faq that I downloaded a while back:

Start quote...

The largest pure fission bomb ever tested was the Mk 18F Super Oralloy Bomb
(SOB) designed under the leadership of Dr. Theodore B. Taylor at Los Alamos.
It demonstrated a yield of 500 Kt in the Ivy King test at Eniwetok (15
November 1952 local). Predicted yield was 400-600 Kt. 85% of the yield came
from U-235 fission, the rest presumably from fission of a U-238 tamper. This
bomb used the large diameter (60 inch) 92 point implosion system developed
for the Mk 13 high yield fission bomb, and the Mk 6 bomb casing and
components. The Mk 18 weighed 8600 lb, about 90 were eventually deployed.

A reasonable assessment of the Mk 18 design is that it had a core containing
75 kg of HEU with a pre-implosion diameter of at least 24 cm, the levitated
pit probably had a mass of 15 kg or so. It likely had a natural uranium
tamper weighing about 150 kg. A density increase over the normal value of
2-2.5 is probable.

End quote...

I even have a few video clips on my computer that shows nuclear tests and
the Ivy King test is included in my collection. The clip shows the test from
start to finnish including the trajectory that the bomb takes through the
air and the detonation in the test area. Quite spectacular and frightening
to witness.I also have a clip about an underground test that shows the earth
shoot up 200 feet before a fireball shoots from the top of the rising mount
of earth, all in about two or three seconds.

Did you know they even made a nuclear powered ramjet for use in cruise
missiles? It was designed to have almost unlimited range and to drop it's
payload of submunitions before taking up a holding pattern above enemy
territory to spew out radiation  and contaminate the landscape before being
shot down. They did indeed have a successfull test of the engine but they
cancelled the program out of fear of what would happen if one of these were
launced accidentally over U.S. soil,  there would be no easy way to stop the
thing unless you shot it down.They even wanted to make a nuclear powered
bomber but the project was rejected for the same reason  as above and the
shielding for air crews would eat up a lot of payload weight anyway.

Radiation facinates me for some reason and I eat up anything that I can find
on the subject.I even "aquired"  a working X-ray machine in my exploits but
did not have the guts to switch it on beyond the first test, after I saw the
photos about what happened to the inventor's hands after he played to much
with it. I don't know if this is true but I read somewhere that the Anglo
Boer War was the first war in which they used X-rays to help diagnose
wounded soldiers.

Another thing that facinates me is rockets and other space propulsion
systems and even now I am trying to come up with my own designs. I even
built myself an illegal anti personel rocket launcher with a frag grenade
tip, but later took it apart for safety and legal reasons.I do a lot of
crazy things and have so far emerged unscathed exept for a few scars on my
hands.

Another few things:

I have never even seen snow in my life and summer here in hellishly warm,
winter here is my personnal favorite season as it is only cold at night,
comfortable during the day and there is far less insects that bother you.

Yesterday I got a 19inch screen that only blew two small component's along
with 5 pentium notebooks that all have active TFT colour screens on one of
my dumster diving trips, pretty cool haul for a single day and quite a lot
of fun.

Comparing the christian mail and the atheist mail made me realise that we
are more civilised,  much more polite, more intelligent and open for new
ideas than the christian Zealots will ever be.If it wasn't for my family
forcing me to go to church I would have been a atheist much sooner and we
even had a compulsory religion class in school which I tried to boycott in
grade 11 year but was almost expelled for doing it and I had to write an
apology letter to the teacher for skipping his class, freedom of religion
indeed.

Even now I hide my atheism from the rest of my family as they wouldn't
understand my reasons for doing it especially my pshycotic schizophrenic
older brother who might become homicidal again and come after me.He was my
original reason for getting the teargas and the tazer to protect myself with
after his second attack. I say second because He stabbed me once already
when he was 12 and I was 10, at least it was only with a playing dart and
not a 5 inch Kershaw but he showed his compusive behavior. The rest of my
family never knew about the second attack with the knife as I kept quiet
about it because I didn't want the police involved giving him a bad record
and perhaps some jail time with his sickness and all. He mumbles to himself
all the time and that has become the norm in our household. He must be
scared of me as I can lift 100 kg without problems, weigh 130 kg is 1.9
meters tall and subdued him with one hand but up to untill he broke my nose
in grade 11 I was a pacifist and this time in 1999 I was ready for him. You
should see his room as he has plastered his walls with bible verse after
bible verse from top to bottom even his closets are filled with the
crap.Jeff must be like this.

Goodbye And enjoy the sunshine

Gabriel
     
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Subject: Re: Nukes and other small tidbits 
Date: Sun, 23 Mar 2003 22:52:26 -0600 
On Sun, 23 Mar 2003, Gabriel wrote:

> Greetings James

        Hello again Gabriel!  :o)

> It demonstrated a yield of 500 Kt in the Ivy King test at Eniwetok (15
> November 1952 local).

        I found that test detailed at enviroweb.org which is fascinating.

> This bomb used the large diameter (60 inch) 92 point implosion system
> developed for the Mk 13 high yield fission bomb, and the Mk 6 bomb
> casing and components. The Mk 18 weighed 8600 lb

        I do believe my estimated size comparison to a minivan was perhaps
just a bit inadequate.  ;o)  What a monstrous tool of destruction!

> I even have a few video clips on my computer that shows nuclear tests
> and the Ivy King test is included in my collection.

        I collected a few test clips years ago when the doe.gov website had
them, they're in the useless realvideo format.  Very small postage stamp sized
videos, quite worthless.  How good are yours?

> The clip shows the test from start to finnish including the trajectory
> that the bomb takes through the air and the detonation in the test
> area. Quite spectacular and frightening to witness.

        Did you ever read anything about the test your country made? Also, is
it true that your country (back under white rule) was in league with israel to
develop atomic bombs?  If that's true, it's horrible, since semites and negroes
should NEVER have access to atomic bombs!   Thankfully, your president (De
Klerk) dismantled the bombs and destroyed the plans and all of the
infrastructure to make them before handing control of the government over to
the negroes.  Woe to the world if the negroes ever got control of nuclear
bombs!  It's really too bad that world (jewish) pressures forced you into
economic isolation because of your _wise_ institution of Apartheid.  We used to
have the same policy here, we called it Segregation, and it worked well to
protect and benefit _both_ races, today our cities are war zones, negroes
running in packs like wild dogs, pretty much the same as yours are, but lucky
for us, the majority of the crime there is black on black.

        I remember back in September of 1979 there was a nuclear test detected
by the US Vela satellite.  We were told it was an atmospheric nuclear explosion
apparently in the vicinity of South Africa's Prince Edward Island.  At the time
it was presumed to be a joint israeli / south africa test.  Know anything about
this that I don't?  :o)

> I also have a clip about an underground test that shows the earth
> shoot up 200 feet before a fireball shoots from the top of the rising
> mount of earth, all in about two or three seconds.

        Which test was that?  Normally the underground tests are designed to
be deep enough to encase all the radioactive fallout underground.  If what you
describe happened, then the actual yield was significantly higher than the
calculated yield for that test.  Oops!  :o)

> Did you know they even made a nuclear powered ramjet for use in cruise
> missiles?

        I remember research into nuclear powered jet aircraft and rockets too,
but it was far too contaminating to be implemented.

> They did indeed have a successfull test of the engine but they
> cancelled the program out of fear of what would happen if one of these
> were launced accidentally over U.S. soil, there would be no easy way
> to stop the thing unless you shot it down.

        Once again, sanity reigned supreme.  :o)

> They even wanted to make a nuclear powered bomber but the project was
> rejected for the same reason as above and the shielding for air crews
> would eat up a lot of payload weight anyway.

        You know, they have DU armor on the sides of US tanks now, the
radiation they put into the bodies of the tank drivers certainly MUST be
detrimental to their health (usually later in life).  Let's not forget that
military ammunition is made of DU now.  :o/

> Radiation facinates me for some reason and I eat up anything that I
> can find on the subject.

        Me too, I have heaps of geiger counters, of all types and models, pen
type dosimeters, film badges, scintillation counters, and so on.  My library is
FILLED with books on nuclear physics.  My favorite titles are "Atomic Energy;
Glasstone", "Principles of Nuclear Reactor Engineering; Glasstone", and
"Biological Effects of Radiations; Grosch/Hopwood".  In college I had hands-on
with a training reactor, (Iowa State University, UTR-10 Research Reactor).  We
had a Pu239 starter pellet and Be mirror, which also served as a "neutron
howitzer" when not used to start the reactor.  We also had small quantities of
tritium, and a huge tank of deuterium oxide.  The reactor is as of 1999, gone. 
:o(  No other students, now or in the future will ever experience the JOY which
I felt as we brought that water moderated, enriched U, 10kw thermal Argonaut
research reactor online, watching the neutron counter needle rise, by
triggering the fission reaction using the Pu239 starter.

        I am currently licensed for reactor byproduct material, I am not
licensed to possess source material however.  I use sealed sources in my work,
typically transuranium isotopes like Am241 in mC quantities.

> I even "aquired"  a working X-ray machine in my exploits but did not
> have the guts to switch it on beyond the first test, after I saw the
> photos about what happened to the inventor's hands after he played to
> much with it.

        The aforementioned book "Biological Effects of Radiations" has
pictures of their hands, which was caused by them taking repeated exposures of
their hands.  Most had their fingers slough off!  I'm currently looking to
acquire either a dental or veterinary X-ray, since those operate off 110 power
and require no special power requirements.   The only working X-ray system I
have now is a homemade rig, basically about 120kv fed into a power rectifier
tube.  It produces soft X-rays.

> Another thing that facinates me is rockets and other space propulsion
> systems and even now I am trying to come up with my own designs.

        Me too!  :o)  I've designed a number of solid rocket engines and
rocket systems, my favorite fuel was roofing tar / KClO4.  :o)  I've also
worked on the design and construction of various spacecraft subsystem
components.  The most notable mission is the [removed] mission.

> I even built myself an illegal anti personel rocket launcher with a
> frag grenade tip, but later took it apart for safety and legal
> reasons.

        I played a lot with explosives too when I was a teenager.  Tetraamine
Copper (II) Nitrate was an interesting primary which I discovered.  It was easy
to make too, all the materials could be had at the pharmacy.  :o)  I
experimented with a number of unconventional reduction nitrification
techniques, since it was difficult (impossible) for me to obtain nitric acid,
even back then (the late 1970's).

> I do a lot of crazy things and have so far emerged unscathed exept for
> a few scars on my hands.

        I'm a safety zealot myself, I too am unscathed.  :o)

> I have never even seen snow in my life and summer here in hellishly
> warm, winter here is my personnal favorite season as it is only cold
> at night, comfortable during the day and there is far less insects
> that bother you.

        Sounds like Sydney Australia.  :o)  It is both extremes here in Iowa. 
Hot in the summer, cold in the winter, brief periods of comfortable weather
both spring and fall.  It's spring now.  Spring is usually wet and chilly,
while the best season of all here is fall, dry yet comfortable.

> Yesterday I got a 19inch screen that only blew two small component's
> along with 5 pentium notebooks that all have active TFT colour screens
> on one of my dumster diving trips, pretty cool haul for a single day
> and quite a lot of fun.

        Amazing!  I presume these are slower pentiums, like 75's right?

> Comparing the christian mail and the atheist mail made me realise that
> we are more civilised, much more polite, more intelligent and open for
> new ideas than the christian Zealots will ever be.

        As I said many times, the prerequisite of atheism is acumen!  Those
who lack intellectual prowess default to one of the religions.   Some christian
said, as noted somewhere on the website, (paraphrased) "You have to be
intelligent to understand Science, but _ANYONE_ can understand christianity". 
That was right on the mark!  :o)  Christianity provides _easy_ (albeit
inaccurate) answers that anyone, at any mental ability level can understand,
_especially_ the weak minded.  Anyone capable, or driven to understand the
verifiable truth, will usually drift away from the fables and false stories
depicted in the various religions.

> If it wasn't for my family forcing me to go to church I would have
> been a atheist much sooner and we even had a compulsory religion class
> in school which I tried to boycott in grade 11 year but was almost
> expelled for doing it and I had to write an apology letter to the
> teacher for skipping his class, freedom of religion indeed.

        For the most part, religion is kept out of our schools.  :o)

> Even now I hide my atheism from the rest of my family as they wouldn't
> understand my reasons for doing it especially my pshycotic
> schizophrenic older brother who might become homicidal again and come
> after me.

        I find I have to hide it too, thus I heavily edit my website to make
sure nobody can connect my name ([removed] J. [removed]) or ([?] James [?]) [aka
"James" on antichrist dot net] with me.  Given that this is a 90% christian
country, and our police, military, and our leaders (such as GW Bush) are mostly
christian zealots, I have to remain somewhat anonymous, lest I face their
wrath, be denied contract options, and so on. Let me tell you what our
president said about atheists once... (prior to election)

Sherman: What will you do to win the votes of the Americans who are
         Atheists?
Bush: I guess I'm pretty weak in the Atheist community. Faith in god is
      important to me.
Sherman: Surely you recognize the equal citizenship and patriotism of
         Americans who are Atheists?
Bush: No, I don't know that Atheists should be considered as citizens, nor
      should they be considered patriots. This is one nation under God.
Sherman: Do you support as a sound constitutional principle the separation
         of state and church?
Bush: Yes, I support the separation of church and state. I'm just not very
      high on Atheists.

        You can clearly see why one does not boldly proclaim their atheism in
_this_ country at least, it can cost you _everything_ however it is possible
for the clever to deduce who runs antichrist dot net fairly easily.

> Goodbye And enjoy the sunshine

        That I will do Gabriel, even tho a cold front is moving back in.  :o/

Cheers!
James

     
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